Stage 1. 2. 3. 4.
Ikhtiar. Doa. Tawakkal. Redha.
Effort. Prayer. Resignation. Contentment.
I never knew how much i have put in at the 1st stage at times.
That's when i realised that i should have done more.
Trying my best to fulfill the 2nd one. Because only He has the answers to all.
The 3rd stage is the part where i hafta to wait.
Came along Ms. Worriment and Ms. Question Mark joining me.
And finally the last one.
Has always been the hardest part.
To all the values that i learnt and applied.
Somehow it makes the heavy heart feels a lil bit lighter.
& i keep telling myself, Patience has its Reward.
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I'm not angry.
Why should i?
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I'll try, even if.
I am not ready to stop worrying about you.
Somebody slap my face & tell me to forget about you please.
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I'm Okay.....
if that's what you want me to say.