^THEY, are the ones that make me smile and
left me with tears of Joy on my festive days.
Lotsa Love my sisters.
:)

I wonder WHY.
I still wonder why...

I am being myself, the Syarif i know.
All sorts of effort being put in.
With full sincerity from the bottom of my heart.
In order to Impress.
In order to Gain trust.
In order to Prove who i am.
In order to Win the hearts.
Of any particular person.

But the fact that i've always fail to achieve it.
Instead, it's the community/people around that particular person.
I'm trying my best to earn your trust.
But I never managed to get that.
But to the whole lot of others, i'm good enough that someone like you could ever ask for.
Why can many of them see that, BUT NOT YOU?
What issit about me that you are not convinced yet?
What?
Why?

Oh God, why is it so difficult for this particular person to see it?
Instead, it's the others that are way much convinced.
They are the ones whom i never expect to understand me, did.
But you, whom i've been hoping for, never could.

What's even worst?
There's more than just ONE particular person i'm facing now.
Situations are simply the same again & again.
The ones i expect much never did.
But the others around me are the ones with positive response.
Should i feel way much relieved?
Knowing that the world understands and agrees with me,
but still not those whom i've expected to.

Save Me From Myself.
As a Son to a Mother.
As a Son to a Father.
As a Grandson to a Grandmother.
As a Brother to the Elder one.
As a Nephew to an Uncle.
As a Friend to a Friend.
As a Humble Boy to a Precious Girl, like you.
As Syarif.


We ask God for a Sunny day, but He gives us Thunder & Rain instead.
We ask "Why? Why God?"
Every thing has it's reason.
God has a reason.
He wants us to see the Rainbow that's awaiting for us after the Rain.
Because He knows that the Rainbow is way much better than the Sun.

My Rainbow, is still waiting for me.
Hold on, Rainbow.
I'm coming, I promise.

My choice of colour for this year's Raya.

:)




2nd Day:-


:)

^That is how it looks like.

The Terawih place under my granny's flat.

I simply love spending my night there mixing with the Grandfathers.

They give me advices that really make me ponder deep throughout the night.

^ My Lovelies. My Bestfriends.

I never get bored with them.

Neither does the boys get bored with "Syu" on Shad's tv screen that night.

Ms. Flower was simply too shy to pose at the KOI Bubbletea store.

Thanks for the "Birthday" treat.

:)

^ If it's fake.

That's the reason why it's hard for me to smile this days.

& then people would concernly approach and ask,

" What's wrong Syarif? Are you Okay?"

As that clearly shows how jovial i've always been before this.

"Syarif, the guy with a smile."

So let's just say,

& Guess what?
It's just 1 week of my Busy Schedule.
haiyerr~

2 burglars. 1 big mansion.

Broke in, searching for each & every precious thing in the house.

& then we woke the big cats( tigers & lions) that were guarding the mansion by accident.

Spent quite some time playing "catching" with these "cats".

Eventually, these "cats" chased us around with 2 feet instead of 4!

So Cartoon seh! xD

In the end, we got away and managed to steal back home

the most valuable thing we THOUGHT.

Ice Cubes from the huge fridge!

Yeah, imagine Ice Cubes stuffed in those burglars' water proof sacks -_-"

Midnight passed.

I'm still awake.

So are you. Many of you!

& it means that all of us are lonely people.

-_-"

PPCDL Course. SPSU's ICE Camp. SPSU's Mr & Miss SP. Iftars(i don't know how many already).

Ramadhan Youth Camp. Sang Singa Purba's Muzikaraya & Malay Dances. Part-time work.

MEL Camp. SMA Outings. & knowing that there's MORE adding up last minutes now.

This is MY Semester Holiday.

& i choose to feel Happy about it.

Eventhough the tight schedule is gonna be a continuous exhaustion for me.

Let's just look at it this way;

:)

I'll still be counting on that very second.

Getting back what's mine that was left astray.

Leaving back what was meant to be, way long ago.

& hope it's gone forever.

Hopes everything's gone.

I meant, EVERYTHING.

My Favourite bunch of friends

are my Drugs.

Because they never fail to bring the smile on my face.

:)

^THEY, are the ones that make me smile and
left me with tears of Joy on my festive days.
Lotsa Love my sisters.
:)

I wonder WHY.
I still wonder why...

I am being myself, the Syarif i know.
All sorts of effort being put in.
With full sincerity from the bottom of my heart.
In order to Impress.
In order to Gain trust.
In order to Prove who i am.
In order to Win the hearts.
Of any particular person.

But the fact that i've always fail to achieve it.
Instead, it's the community/people around that particular person.
I'm trying my best to earn your trust.
But I never managed to get that.
But to the whole lot of others, i'm good enough that someone like you could ever ask for.
Why can many of them see that, BUT NOT YOU?
What issit about me that you are not convinced yet?
What?
Why?

Oh God, why is it so difficult for this particular person to see it?
Instead, it's the others that are way much convinced.
They are the ones whom i never expect to understand me, did.
But you, whom i've been hoping for, never could.

What's even worst?
There's more than just ONE particular person i'm facing now.
Situations are simply the same again & again.
The ones i expect much never did.
But the others around me are the ones with positive response.
Should i feel way much relieved?
Knowing that the world understands and agrees with me,
but still not those whom i've expected to.

Save Me From Myself.
As a Son to a Mother.
As a Son to a Father.
As a Grandson to a Grandmother.
As a Brother to the Elder one.
As a Nephew to an Uncle.
As a Friend to a Friend.
As a Humble Boy to a Precious Girl, like you.
As Syarif.


We ask God for a Sunny day, but He gives us Thunder & Rain instead.
We ask "Why? Why God?"
Every thing has it's reason.
God has a reason.
He wants us to see the Rainbow that's awaiting for us after the Rain.
Because He knows that the Rainbow is way much better than the Sun.

My Rainbow, is still waiting for me.
Hold on, Rainbow.
I'm coming, I promise.

My choice of colour for this year's Raya.

:)




2nd Day:-


:)

^That is how it looks like.

The Terawih place under my granny's flat.

I simply love spending my night there mixing with the Grandfathers.

They give me advices that really make me ponder deep throughout the night.

^ My Lovelies. My Bestfriends.

I never get bored with them.

Neither does the boys get bored with "Syu" on Shad's tv screen that night.

Ms. Flower was simply too shy to pose at the KOI Bubbletea store.

Thanks for the "Birthday" treat.

:)

^ If it's fake.

That's the reason why it's hard for me to smile this days.

& then people would concernly approach and ask,

" What's wrong Syarif? Are you Okay?"

As that clearly shows how jovial i've always been before this.

"Syarif, the guy with a smile."

So let's just say,

& Guess what?
It's just 1 week of my Busy Schedule.
haiyerr~

2 burglars. 1 big mansion.

Broke in, searching for each & every precious thing in the house.

& then we woke the big cats( tigers & lions) that were guarding the mansion by accident.

Spent quite some time playing "catching" with these "cats".

Eventually, these "cats" chased us around with 2 feet instead of 4!

So Cartoon seh! xD

In the end, we got away and managed to steal back home

the most valuable thing we THOUGHT.

Ice Cubes from the huge fridge!

Yeah, imagine Ice Cubes stuffed in those burglars' water proof sacks -_-"

Midnight passed.

I'm still awake.

So are you. Many of you!

& it means that all of us are lonely people.

-_-"

PPCDL Course. SPSU's ICE Camp. SPSU's Mr & Miss SP. Iftars(i don't know how many already).

Ramadhan Youth Camp. Sang Singa Purba's Muzikaraya & Malay Dances. Part-time work.

MEL Camp. SMA Outings. & knowing that there's MORE adding up last minutes now.

This is MY Semester Holiday.

& i choose to feel Happy about it.

Eventhough the tight schedule is gonna be a continuous exhaustion for me.

Let's just look at it this way;

:)

I'll still be counting on that very second.

Getting back what's mine that was left astray.

Leaving back what was meant to be, way long ago.

& hope it's gone forever.

Hopes everything's gone.

I meant, EVERYTHING.

My Favourite bunch of friends

are my Drugs.

Because they never fail to bring the smile on my face.

:)