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Finally i have some time to blog, phew :)so where was i?Muzikaraya was a Blast!Pak Eh was enjoying every second on and off stage! Each & everyone of us definitely did have one hell of a night! Drama Theatre, acting live in front of hundreds of people. Way much challenging, having to interact with the audience. To make them feel how you feel. The Anger. Sadness. & especially the Laughter. Almost all the cast were first-timers. But we managed to pull it through! I'm so proud of everyone! Definitely, one of the best memories i had so far in Poly life :)  ^Those days when we trained really hard.  ^ Hours before the show  ^ My Gerek personal Make-up artist. Dirt Bike Dude.  ^ My favorite motivator. Always with her, " You okay or not Syarif?" Arrrrrr xD  ^ Now that's why i call a last minute script re-cap.  ^ & that's what i do to destress at the back stage!  ^ Syarif as Pak Eh   ^Sang Singa Purba a.k.a SSP However, on a personal note. I went back home reflecting on my performance all night. It feels really good to get lots of compliments from those who watched me. From family, friends, veterans actors. Muzikaraya was also a platform for me to determine where i stand. Oh boy, i must admit that i have lots of things to learn from. Improve myself, to reach a way much higher standard. Somewhere people expect me to be some day. That's my goal. :) Now school is back for me! Kinda weird though starting 1 week later than the rest. Missing those days during the holidays. Spending time practicing from 10am till 10pm every single day. Wonderful experience. Fantastic bunch of people. Now that's what i call expanding my Network larger. I'm loving it! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~  I love random stuffs. Who doesn't? My random meet-up with my dear Turhana yesterday was really great right?! Head up to Clarke Quay after school to meet her after her work. The long chit-chats and catching up. Oh boy, we do have lots of stories to share didn't we? Now that's the reason why i never get bored with my Hana. She's the one i know who's matured enough to share opinions n stuff. My decade friend. One of the longest friend i have up till now. From the kindergarten us, to the all-grown up young adult. An extract from her blogpost:-
Its good that we're still holding a bond together ever since back in Kindergarten, thas like a decade ago! :) All grown up eh? And that we're able to share secrets and our life experience without being so shy and awkward. I shall find another day to make myself free for another meet-up yeah? No worries! That's for now readers :) Labels: http://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif
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 If I can't understand what's going on with myself.
If I don't even realised who I've been all these while.
If I'm always in doubt about why people are acting that way.
I can't expect someone else to understand instead.
That is if you ask me.
I'm the kind of person who really cares about how others would think about me.
First Impression.
Understanding my Character & Personality.
How people see me, is the same as how i see myself in the mirror sometimes.
But most of the time, it's more of how i portray myself to the society.
Insecure you may say.
That is if you ask me.
But if you ask me what's going on with you when you don't even understand it yourself.
How can it be easy for me to explain it to you?
You have loads of friends out there.
Hiding almost every single thing from you.
Because they don't wish to hurt you, obviously.
That i know. But do you even realised that?
& to some of them, they did their part way before.
But it all comes back to you.
It's you who make choices for yourself.
Not them.
Not me.
But if you still ask me.
I'll pick up a whole lot of courage along with me.
Step up and say all the things you want to know.
On their behalf as well.
But to think again, just who am i to you?
Then & Now.
What position am i standing at?
Because one way or another, you would see it in a different way.
Jealousy, mainly.
Am i the right person to do everyone a favor?
No one can understand my position except for myself.
Same goes to you.
It all comes back to you.
Do you still want me to answer you?
Yes, i can.
Even if it's another painful step for me.
It's Okay.
I'll be fine, hopefully.
This is for you.
But bare in mind even the entire world can read this.
Even him.
I'll be waiting for a reply.
Afterall, both of us still owe each other a whole lot of explanation.
Up till now.
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Greeting Readers! It has been really hectic for me during this Semester holiday for me. Really busy, packed schedule like i've mentioned before. & its all about the Priceless experience, Fabulous Fun & Wonderful people. I've told you i've got a bloody tight schedule right? Where shall i start? Each & every single event was something that i was really looking forward to. & i'm greatfully glad that i enjoyed every single moment of it! 1. Ramadan Youth Challenge Camp, widening my knowledge and network of friends.
2. Night Of Power at Masjid Sultan was truly an eye opener for me.
3. My 17th Birthday with a brand new handphone i bought for myself.
Plus the Birthday Presents & Celebration i got.
4. The Uncountable Numbers of Iftars with different bunch of Wonderful People.
5. The Hari Raya Aidilfitri itself! My Pinky Hari Raya :)
6. The Hari Raya Outings with different bunch of colourful friends. Pictures all over!
7. Working for Four Season Hotel as a Waiter, serving big shots like Mr. President, The F1 drivers & some ministers at the Istana. Being a bartender, working with international bartenders for big events like the opening ceremony for Dior & Giorgio Armani at Ion Orchard & the Ferrari Launch. The Italian Models at super Tall & Gorgeous! with sexy legs of course. Heehee xD
8. MEL Camp Trip to Penang & Phuket with Maritime students from Holland, Korea & Japan. Superstar Virgo Cruise. The Party onboard. Shopping Spree. Thai Ladyboys. Beautiful Beach. Nothing else to elaborate, i'm sure you can't imagine how much FUN i had throughout the 4 days.
9. ICE Camp. The Biggest Camp in SP involving SPSU & all the School Clubs. 100 Campers. I wasn't the camper but i was the Night Events I/C. Main Highlights for my 2 nights? The Nightwalk(which was rated 8/10 by campers) & the Bapok Night Cum Party till 5am. 80% of the Campers thought that i was a year 3 or a Graduate. Really showed how professional i carried out my task despite being a year 1 only.
10. Mr & Miss Singapore Poly Photo shoot at Botanics. Was only the 2nd time in my life i've been there. Oh no, i'm not the contestant. I'm in the Organising Commitee. The event would be at the end of this November.
11. The Night Cycling organised by SP Silat & SPMLS Nurdeen. It was last night. Cycling from the school Campus to VivoCity, then to Kalland Leisure Park & finally end it at East Coast Park. From Midnight till 5am, it was a great 1st-time experience.
Last But not least the most important thing of all. The reason why i come to sch almost every day from 10am to 10pm. Sang Singa Purba's Muzikaraya Production which is next Friday,23rd Oct. The biggest event of my life, an opportunity for me to prove to my family & friends. Something that i'm really interested in. A potential talent, according to my seniors. It's my time to shine. More details about it? Check this out. http://www.sangsingapurba.com
http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=171305616334I might have missed out some of the things i had somehow. Like all those random meet-ups & stuff at the very last minute. Im proud that i managed to handle the busy schedule. Although some of my friends felt that the schedule was like digging my own grave. Yes, it is really tiring and i am totally shagged. But it's not over yet! & of course, there's so many other things that i had no choice but to turn them down. Friends even had to schedule an appointment with me a week beforehand just to ensure i could fit it into my existing schedule. Some of them even had birthday surprises planned for me but it didn't happened all because of my busy schedule. It's really not nice replying to every single of them saying that i can't make it. & i'm really sorry for all that guys. I'll try to make it up soon when i'm free. :) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------
sometimes, even a song reminds us of the past.
a song that USED TO mean alot to us.
but when sometimes that song suddenly tunes up in ur shuffled playlist.
we wished that song never exist.
& now, its on repeat again.
it's just a song.
perhaps.
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It was GREAT! I've been gone for a week. But when i came back, i still see all those nonsense stuff on my tagboard. From the SAME OLD PEOPLE again. (IP Address tells it all) :) Well it's really up to you yannow. You bloody faggots are way gone together with my past. I don't give a heck to a bunch of you at all. Just a bunch of Toxic Friends I've had in the past. You can still think that i'm the "Step Gerek" kinda person or whatsoever.
BUT GUESS WHAT?! I AM A GEREK PERSON BECAUSE I DESERVED TO! BECAUSE I HAVE A BIG WHOLE LOAD OF GEREK PEOPLE AROUND ME ALL THE TIME! I AM ENJOYING MY GEREK LIFE WITHOUT YOU FAGGOTS. WHY DO I EVEN CARE? I TOTALLY DON'T! Are you having a Great life as me? I hope you do! If not, GET A LIFE!
Do what ever childish things you want to do on my tagboard until you get bored. & the bottom line is, i still enjoy my Gerek Life with my Gerek Friends in my Gerek World. Right Dudes & Babes? :D
Still not satisfied? Just take a look at these photos of mine taken from this week that i've been gone. Just look at how happy that lucky guy is in that picture. No Doubt, that guy in that pictures, is enjoying EVERY SINGLE OF IT. Well there's more to come yannow & people still keep tagging pics on my FB. To my Gerek Readers, stay tuned for more pictures and a proper post of my wonderful week. Kudos!    
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 ^ Earle Swensen
 ^ Rock Chiq
  ^ FZL Dude
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Finally i have some time to blog, phew :)so where was i?Muzikaraya was a Blast!Pak Eh was enjoying every second on and off stage! Each & everyone of us definitely did have one hell of a night! Drama Theatre, acting live in front of hundreds of people. Way much challenging, having to interact with the audience. To make them feel how you feel. The Anger. Sadness. & especially the Laughter. Almost all the cast were first-timers. But we managed to pull it through! I'm so proud of everyone! Definitely, one of the best memories i had so far in Poly life :) ^Those days when we trained really hard. ^ Hours before the show ^ My Gerek personal Make-up artist. Dirt Bike Dude. ^ My favorite motivator. Always with her, " You okay or not Syarif?" Arrrrrr xD ^ Now that's why i call a last minute script re-cap. ^ & that's what i do to destress at the back stage! ^ Syarif as Pak Eh ^Sang Singa Purba a.k.a SSP However, on a personal note. I went back home reflecting on my performance all night. It feels really good to get lots of compliments from those who watched me. From family, friends, veterans actors. Muzikaraya was also a platform for me to determine where i stand. Oh boy, i must admit that i have lots of things to learn from. Improve myself, to reach a way much higher standard. Somewhere people expect me to be some day. That's my goal. :) Now school is back for me! Kinda weird though starting 1 week later than the rest. Missing those days during the holidays. Spending time practicing from 10am till 10pm every single day. Wonderful experience. Fantastic bunch of people. Now that's what i call expanding my Network larger. I'm loving it! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I love random stuffs. Who doesn't? My random meet-up with my dear Turhana yesterday was really great right?! Head up to Clarke Quay after school to meet her after her work. The long chit-chats and catching up. Oh boy, we do have lots of stories to share didn't we? Now that's the reason why i never get bored with my Hana. She's the one i know who's matured enough to share opinions n stuff. My decade friend. One of the longest friend i have up till now. From the kindergarten us, to the all-grown up young adult. An extract from her blogpost:-
Its good that we're still holding a bond together ever since back in Kindergarten, thas like a decade ago! :) All grown up eh? And that we're able to share secrets and our life experience without being so shy and awkward. I shall find another day to make myself free for another meet-up yeah? No worries! That's for now readers :) Labels: http://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif
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If I can't understand what's going on with myself.
If I don't even realised who I've been all these while.
If I'm always in doubt about why people are acting that way.
I can't expect someone else to understand instead.
That is if you ask me.
I'm the kind of person who really cares about how others would think about me.
First Impression.
Understanding my Character & Personality.
How people see me, is the same as how i see myself in the mirror sometimes.
But most of the time, it's more of how i portray myself to the society.
Insecure you may say.
That is if you ask me.
But if you ask me what's going on with you when you don't even understand it yourself.
How can it be easy for me to explain it to you?
You have loads of friends out there.
Hiding almost every single thing from you.
Because they don't wish to hurt you, obviously.
That i know. But do you even realised that?
& to some of them, they did their part way before.
But it all comes back to you.
It's you who make choices for yourself.
Not them.
Not me.
But if you still ask me.
I'll pick up a whole lot of courage along with me.
Step up and say all the things you want to know.
On their behalf as well.
But to think again, just who am i to you?
Then & Now.
What position am i standing at?
Because one way or another, you would see it in a different way.
Jealousy, mainly.
Am i the right person to do everyone a favor?
No one can understand my position except for myself.
Same goes to you.
It all comes back to you.
Do you still want me to answer you?
Yes, i can.
Even if it's another painful step for me.
It's Okay.
I'll be fine, hopefully.
This is for you.
But bare in mind even the entire world can read this.
Even him.
I'll be waiting for a reply.
Afterall, both of us still owe each other a whole lot of explanation.
Up till now.
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Greeting Readers! It has been really hectic for me during this Semester holiday for me. Really busy, packed schedule like i've mentioned before. & its all about the Priceless experience, Fabulous Fun & Wonderful people. I've told you i've got a bloody tight schedule right? Where shall i start? Each & every single event was something that i was really looking forward to. & i'm greatfully glad that i enjoyed every single moment of it! 1. Ramadan Youth Challenge Camp, widening my knowledge and network of friends.
2. Night Of Power at Masjid Sultan was truly an eye opener for me.
3. My 17th Birthday with a brand new handphone i bought for myself.
Plus the Birthday Presents & Celebration i got.
4. The Uncountable Numbers of Iftars with different bunch of Wonderful People.
5. The Hari Raya Aidilfitri itself! My Pinky Hari Raya :)
6. The Hari Raya Outings with different bunch of colourful friends. Pictures all over!
7. Working for Four Season Hotel as a Waiter, serving big shots like Mr. President, The F1 drivers & some ministers at the Istana. Being a bartender, working with international bartenders for big events like the opening ceremony for Dior & Giorgio Armani at Ion Orchard & the Ferrari Launch. The Italian Models at super Tall & Gorgeous! with sexy legs of course. Heehee xD
8. MEL Camp Trip to Penang & Phuket with Maritime students from Holland, Korea & Japan. Superstar Virgo Cruise. The Party onboard. Shopping Spree. Thai Ladyboys. Beautiful Beach. Nothing else to elaborate, i'm sure you can't imagine how much FUN i had throughout the 4 days.
9. ICE Camp. The Biggest Camp in SP involving SPSU & all the School Clubs. 100 Campers. I wasn't the camper but i was the Night Events I/C. Main Highlights for my 2 nights? The Nightwalk(which was rated 8/10 by campers) & the Bapok Night Cum Party till 5am. 80% of the Campers thought that i was a year 3 or a Graduate. Really showed how professional i carried out my task despite being a year 1 only.
10. Mr & Miss Singapore Poly Photo shoot at Botanics. Was only the 2nd time in my life i've been there. Oh no, i'm not the contestant. I'm in the Organising Commitee. The event would be at the end of this November.
11. The Night Cycling organised by SP Silat & SPMLS Nurdeen. It was last night. Cycling from the school Campus to VivoCity, then to Kalland Leisure Park & finally end it at East Coast Park. From Midnight till 5am, it was a great 1st-time experience.
Last But not least the most important thing of all. The reason why i come to sch almost every day from 10am to 10pm. Sang Singa Purba's Muzikaraya Production which is next Friday,23rd Oct. The biggest event of my life, an opportunity for me to prove to my family & friends. Something that i'm really interested in. A potential talent, according to my seniors. It's my time to shine. More details about it? Check this out. http://www.sangsingapurba.com
http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=171305616334I might have missed out some of the things i had somehow. Like all those random meet-ups & stuff at the very last minute. Im proud that i managed to handle the busy schedule. Although some of my friends felt that the schedule was like digging my own grave. Yes, it is really tiring and i am totally shagged. But it's not over yet! & of course, there's so many other things that i had no choice but to turn them down. Friends even had to schedule an appointment with me a week beforehand just to ensure i could fit it into my existing schedule. Some of them even had birthday surprises planned for me but it didn't happened all because of my busy schedule. It's really not nice replying to every single of them saying that i can't make it. & i'm really sorry for all that guys. I'll try to make it up soon when i'm free. :) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------
sometimes, even a song reminds us of the past.
a song that USED TO mean alot to us.
but when sometimes that song suddenly tunes up in ur shuffled playlist.
we wished that song never exist.
& now, its on repeat again.
it's just a song.
perhaps.
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(Gerek = Happening)
It was GREAT! I've been gone for a week. But when i came back, i still see all those nonsense stuff on my tagboard. From the SAME OLD PEOPLE again. (IP Address tells it all) :) Well it's really up to you yannow. You bloody faggots are way gone together with my past. I don't give a heck to a bunch of you at all. Just a bunch of Toxic Friends I've had in the past. You can still think that i'm the "Step Gerek" kinda person or whatsoever.
BUT GUESS WHAT?! I AM A GEREK PERSON BECAUSE I DESERVED TO! BECAUSE I HAVE A BIG WHOLE LOAD OF GEREK PEOPLE AROUND ME ALL THE TIME! I AM ENJOYING MY GEREK LIFE WITHOUT YOU FAGGOTS. WHY DO I EVEN CARE? I TOTALLY DON'T! Are you having a Great life as me? I hope you do! If not, GET A LIFE!
Do what ever childish things you want to do on my tagboard until you get bored. & the bottom line is, i still enjoy my Gerek Life with my Gerek Friends in my Gerek World. Right Dudes & Babes? :D
Still not satisfied? Just take a look at these photos of mine taken from this week that i've been gone. Just look at how happy that lucky guy is in that picture. No Doubt, that guy in that pictures, is enjoying EVERY SINGLE OF IT. Well there's more to come yannow & people still keep tagging pics on my FB. To my Gerek Readers, stay tuned for more pictures and a proper post of my wonderful week. Kudos!
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^ Earle Swensen
^ Rock Chiq
^ FZL Dude
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♥ Syarif Tagok ♥
Reaching for No.18
Singaporean.
15 Sep, 8:33AM, SGH.
Malay-Javanese, Muslim
Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma In Maritime Transportation Management
Year 2
& i get too active & busy at school
Many says I'm friendly. Others says I'm crazy. Tell about it.
I may turn out to be a lil nerdy at times, but i observe things around me pretty well.
Judge me Arrogant or perhaps a Jovial Friendly Average Guy.
But i'm still the one people would expect a smile with.
Because A Smile is the simplest gift for a stranger like you :)
Email: udin_tagok192@hotmail.com
Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/syarif.tagok
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From The Heart:
What do I do when the choice is no longer mine to make?
Do I sit around & wait?
Should i still keep the tiny flame of hope alive?
Or perhaps a better word to it, "hallucinate" ?
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Syarif Tagok ♥
& I welcome you with a :)
So be nice please.
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Shall sign up for Twitter soon :)
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Unlike before
^Those days when we trained really hard.
^ Hours before the show
^ My Gerek personal Make-up artist.
^ My favorite motivator.
^ Now that's why i call a last minute script re-cap.
^ & that's what i do to destress at the back stage!
^ Syarif as Pak Eh
^Sang Singa Purba a.k.a SSP
I love random stuffs.
