Monday, December 31, 2007
Posted by: Syarif Tagok
Time: 12/31/2007 04:22:00 PM
Comments: 0
There goes the year 2007.
I came back from the holiday on Saturday. Had a busy Sunday at Johore with the Silat trial. However, i'm just plain lazy to upload the pictures and share. Most of all, i did had much fun eventhough there were a few frustrations, disappointments, and sorrows. I'm sure gonna miss 2007. All the happy days i had, going through obstacles in life are left with memories. To enjoy my last day of the year 2007, i'm stuck with this particular song on my blog;


Ku Juga Mencintaimu by Saiful
Sukarnya tuk ku melupakan
Sinar matamu yang menawan
Terbayang-bayang tiap masa
Senyumanmu menggoda

Kehangatan terasa di jiwa
Tika kau lafaz kata cinta
Nafas terhenti seketika
Seakan sukar ku percaya..

ooh..ohh..oo..hoo..

Ku juga mencintai dirimu
Mengapa sukar ku luahkan
Bukan sengaja ku menahan
Bibir membeku lidah terkelu

Ku juga mencintai dirimu
Kau amat sempurna buat ku
Bukan saja aku biarkan
Kan ku ucap jua padamu

Sukarnya untuk ku ucapkan
Ku takut akan kehilanganmu
Akan ku buat segalanya
Untuk mu kekasihku

Cuma satu yg belum terbuat
Kalimah cinta kau nantikan
Bila masa dan ketika
Tidak dapat ku menjawabnya

ooh..ohh..oo..hoo..

Ku juga mencintai dirimu
Mengapa sukar ku luahkan
Bukan sengaja ku menahan
Bibir membeku lidah terkelu

Ku juga mencintai dirimu
Kau amat sempurna buat ku
Bukan saja aku biarkan
Kan ku ucap jua padamu

Semalaman...
Ku menunggu panggilanmu
Pabila terdengar suaramu
Ku terlupa segalanya

oo..oo hooo..

Ku juga mencintai dirimu
Mengapa sukar ku luahkan
Bukan sengaja ku menahan
Bibir membeku lidah terkelu

Ku juga mencintai dirimu
Kau amat sempurna buat ku
Bukan saja aku biarkan
Kan ku ucap jua padamu

Kan ku ucap jua padamu....



You were very concern indeed.
The fish porridge was really nice.
Thank you very much;)
Are you ready?

Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Posted by: Syarif Tagok
Time: 12/26/2007 07:32:00 AM
Comments: 0
I'll Be Away.
I'm off to Malaysia in a few hours time yannow. The family is going for a last minute holiday with grandmother and 2 other relatives from Indonesia. I'll be away from today until Saturday(26th Dec-29th Dec) . So i won't be replying your sms-es and stuff. However, if there's any important information, do keep me inform yaw!.

Syazwan: Mac. Kalau kau gi Silat training besok, help me inform the TM about my absence aite? thanks man.

Che Esah: I need to know more information about this Sunday. Time, place, what time finish, attire, etc. So tolong tanya2 kan raudah or if Cik Rahman say anything, can can? Thanks alot. Just in case i come back late this Saturday. & and i'll msg you when i come back yaw! hehehe ;))





jauh dimata, dekat dihati.
;)

Monday, December 24, 2007
Posted by: Syarif Tagok
Time: 12/24/2007 02:25:00 PM
Comments: 0
I didn't want all this. :(
It is painful. It is disgusting. I didn't want all this to happen. I tried to avoid everything but still everything is in God's will. Anything could happen in just a split second. A mixture of anger and sadness still wandering in my mind. How would you feel if you were in my place? I won't fight back or even do anything stupid because it wouldn't bring back the time. Accidents happen even though how hard you try to avoid it. All i have to do is to accept the fact that everything happened for a reason. A punishment to my sins perhaps. Oh God please forgive me. :(

Yesterday, i was enjoying myself chatting when the big brother came back. He was rather crazy than ever. Going around the house making lots of noise. Cursing and stuff, bullying me and the sister. Big brother was looking for trouble. I didn't bother about much him cause i was busy chatting with someone. He said he was going to fetch mum and dad from Harbourfront about 9pm plus. Well okay, i thought of giving someone a call when brother is out. However things didn't went as i wanted.

Like i said, brother was cursing as if he was in the army. Calling me names and all, so i did replied to all his nonsense. I really wasn't in the mood of entertaining him this time. Usually when both of us were hyper, we would literally fight with each other punch and kick each other.
But this time i ignore him. I even told him i'm not interested but he kept punching me a the back. Calling me a coward pesilat. I know it sounds ridiculous but i don't what's wrong with him. So when i whipped him with a towel he got even crazier. Saying how coward of me to fight by whipping him. WTF lah. I don't give a damn lah bro. Then he kept bothering me even though i was busy in front of my pc. Then he pulled me off from my chair. I got up and he was already in a fighting position. Despite me saying that i didn't want to play, he was still eager to beat me up.

All i did was just 1 step forward. With my slow reaction, BANG!. He jabbed right through my face. I could feel his knuckles hitting my front teeth. I looked down, fresh red blood gushed out. Dripping all over the floor. I knew something bad happened. I turn around and looked at the mirror. It was like watching Saw 4 cause all i see was a pool of blood i my mouth, 2 teeth were out of positioned and most of all it was real. That's when i went mad, yelling at the top of my voice cursing my brother. I was really scared and angry that i went amok around the house. Hitting almost everything around me. Just like those in movies. I know it sound dramatic
but i really couldn't control myself. I pity my maid and sister for having to clean up all the mess i caused. After a few minutes, i cooled down and brother brought me along to fetch the parents and then we went to Singapore General Hospital. By then, it's already 11pm plus. Met the Dentist and everything he said really worries me alot. Not for now but i'm really worried bout my future.

Here are some of the pictures and video:-

^ Terribly Horrible.

^ Only 2 teeth were knocked backwards.

^ Needles have always been my fear since i was small.


^ This is the part where the dentist applied acid on my teeth. So that the metal wire would stick.
I don't wish to show the part where i got injected. Such an embarrassment :P

The dentist, Dr. Eng said that my teeth are fortunate not to be totally already back into their normal places. This metal wire would be on for about 2 weeks. The bug concern ain't for the time being but in 3-6 months time. There's a high percentage that these 2 teeth would die. Therefore i got to pluck off those dead teeth and get them replace with a face ones. The problem is, 1 tooth cost $3000-$6000. So maximum expenditure on the fake teeth would already be $12,000. Excluding the regular check-ups i have to attend. So far i've already spend $2oo on just 2 visits to the hospital. I can't eat hard stuff, only soft food. I really appreciate if all of you would pray to god that my teeth won't die. I'm 15 years old instead of 51 years old and i'm already thinking about having fake teeth.

^ After the surgery.
Look closely and you'll see the metal wire.

^ And that's the kind of food i got to bare with for the next 6 months.
Porridge.

I know it sounds unfair. Suffering because of someone's else fault. What's life without any obstacle. I keep telling myself to be optimistic. Thinking of my situation makes me want to bash up my brother. But that won't turn back the time. To the some of the people who make a joke of my situation, do think again aite. Getting punch in the face by your own brother for no reason ain't funny at all. I'm sure you would cry a baby too if you were in my place. Thank God i'm
patient enough. Dad always say, " You must always control your anger Udin, because if you don't, anger will ruin your life."


Thank you for your support and encouragements.
You gave me the extra strength to be brave that night.
;)

Sunday, December 23, 2007
Posted by: Syarif Tagok
Time: 12/23/2007 12:26:00 PM
Comments: 0
Spending my Saturday from 7.15am till midnight.
I didn't set my alarm this time. I forgot. Lucky me, i remembered to inform my maid that i'm going out early in the morning. So the 1st thing i did for the day was to open my eyes and i see my maid standing in front of me, pinching my feet, waking me up. "udin bangun udiiinnnn..."haha. The plan was to meet the others at Bishan about 8am.

So i got myself ready about 7am, bag packed, had 2 small donuts for breakfast and i'm off about 7:15am. I thought i was gonna be late so i grab my bike and cycled to Marsiling MRT. And the train ride wasn't that long afterall. I reached Bishan MRT about 7:50am. Che Esah fetched me from there and because of the other two ladies who woke up late, Che Esah and me had to wait at the bus stop for half an hour before we finally board bus no. 52 and meet the other two.raudah u still owe us a lunch ehk.hehe We reached Ngee Ann Polytechnic at around 9:30am and we had to join the looooooong queue before the whole crowd could finally enter the convention hall.

We were there for the Piala Katulistiwa. A Dikir Barat Competition held by Ngee Ann Poly itself. Ticket wrote that the event starts at 9am but we waited until 10:40am before we could here the voices of the emcees. bleaugh! There were a few secondary school's participating such as Marsiling secondary, Bedok south secondary, etc. Even the Polytechnics and a few ITE in S'pore took part. Some were great and funny. Some were just plain common. I did enjoy the event but the only thing i hate was that the convention hall was really cold. Especially when the tummy is empty. kan Che Esah kan?
Cold surrounding + a grumbling tummy = sleepy head. :)
The whole event ends about 6pm actually but we went off during the lunch break at 2:30pm. So I don't know who won the competition. And i managed to sleep a lil while before the break. ;P

^ The friends. Ana, Raudah, Aisyah and Syarif.

:) :) :)
maner ade gemuk. tembam jer. cute lah tu ;D

Since everyone was really hungry, we went back to Junction8 and had our lunch at KFC. Then Che Esah had to go home:( Ana also had her own plannings. So left with me and Raudah. We went to City hall for some reason. Visit a few shops, looking at a few clothes n dresses. Wanted to buy them but they were bloody expensive. Christmas sale ain't making a big difference. After that went over to Raudah's place before we all went for Silat practice.

^City Hall MRT

^ And that's Raudah

^ "Abg Udin! amik gmbr yusry.."

^ 3 cute lil kids. ;P

Last but not least, my favourite Silat training. Sparring class which i've been missing so much. Faizal came too and that means i would finally get my ass kicked. I was scared actually. Who doesn't? Fighting with someone 4 years older than me for the first time. Still i have the girls and makciks at the side supporting me. hahaha So i fight without fear yannow cause i know one day i will fight against my bloody big brother who is 5 years older. I want to kick his ass off and make him cry because to him i'm just a lousy shit at Silat.
pantat kau ar! satu hari kau kene jugak.. muahahaha

I told Faizal not to give me any leniency, just fight as usual. And so he did. I was dropped by him a few times and that really hurts man. So are my shins right now, 2 red humps on each shin. And he won the match. However the instructor said i improve alot. My kickings and punching were really clear and i was brave enough to charge him. My only disadvantage was that Faizal was 20kg heavier than me therefore my skinny arms couldn't even lift him up. Still i have my on weaknesses. Faizal had his shin bruised n bloodied too cause i did a lot of sweeps. So it was indeed a good start for me. Gained experiences and learnt a few lessons of how to improve myself. After the training, relax for awhile and then Cik Rahman gave me and Syazwan a lift home. It was almost midnight by that time.
That was my Saturday.
:D


Sitting beside you gave me that lovely warmth.
You are special to me.
;)

Friday, December 21, 2007
Posted by: Syarif Tagok
Time: 12/21/2007 08:31:00 PM
Comments: 0
Hari Raya Haji.
Alarm clock was set at 5am in the morning. So the whole family did woke up and got ourselves ready for the short kampung trip. There were two cars, 10 of us in total. The plan was to reach Batu Pahat as soon as possible cause we have our own cow waiting for us before it is slaughtered for religious purposes. Manage to move off by 7am, went for breakfast at JB first and then straight to Batu Pahat.
^ Gather 1st. Discuss n stuff.

^ Breakfast dudes.

Finally we reached the place about 10am plus. Unfortunately the weather started to drizzle and it got even heavier. Dad did a few payments for the cow, blah3. And then it was the moment that we have been waiting for. The slaughter. The village men, teenagers and boys were already waiting for us at the mosque. All set to carry out the ceremony. Even the cow was waiting. A black cow i named Black Maria. Not as big as the last time i saw a cow but this one was rather fierce too.

Here are a fer pictures n videos of the day. I don't wish to put up the whole video of the process of slaughtering cause it would cause my blog to be rated M18. People wouldn't want to come anymore. hahaha. However, the pictures may still look gore to you but this is the plain truth. Slaughterings of cows, sheeps, lambs, chickens or duck son Hari Raya Haji have been practiced since thousands years ago .

Sorry that the videos are all in malay language. For those who understand, enjoy
:D
^ First pic taken as soon as we reached there.

^ The men handling the dead cow.

^ Pealing off the skin.

^ I wanted to bring the head home and hang it but the uncle said it won't pass the immigration.
boohoo:(

^ Legs hanged, meat being cut off.

^ I'm holding the heart & his holding the lungs of the cow.


^ You can find many things in there. Stomach, intestines, liver, pancreas, etc.

^ The penis was about 1m long and both testicles were slightly bigger
than a soft drink can. & It was the main attention there. haha


^ Cow was already slaughtered.

After everything was done, we went back home and relax.

^ The mother cat sleeping on my tummy.
She really likes it man.

^ Bro Q seems like forcing the cat to stay still. haha

^ And this cute lil kitten is just 1 week old! really small seh.

The best part of the day for me was the moment when we all were already set to go home.
You see, in front of our kampung house there is this longkang(which we call it parit in malay). Me, my siblings and my cousin would bath n swim in it. Catch small fishes and play with the sand. It's actually a small river that runs down from a nearby hill. Since the rain has just stopped, the water level rose and the water turn chalky instead of clear. If i were to get into the longkang, water level should be as high as my elbow. That's quite deep for a small river.
Suddenly brother started this conversation(it's translated into english already) ;

Bro Q: Udin! The water level very high eh..

Me: Yalah. How i wish i could jump down and swim like a crazy kampung kid. haha

Bro Q: Eh udin. I challenge you to jump over to the other side of the parit.

Me: Crazy ar!? We are going home yannow! I don't wanna get wet man. It's impossible seh, so
far.

Bro Q: Coward lah you. Can lah this one. Not so far. I dare you to do it man. Pesilat where coward like this? haha ( teasing me n stuff)

FYI: Brother is the kind of person who would criticise n tease me if i don't do things that he dares me to do. He likes to think that i'm just a skinny boy who acts macho all the time.

Me: Eh come on lah. What do i get if i do it man? All soaked up if i fell into the parit. Shut up
lah you.

Bro Q: K fine. I'll give you $10 if you dare jump across the parit. hahahaha

I know it sounds pathetic to do such things just for $10 but my main point was to prove everyone that i'm not a coward pesilat. ;P

Me: You sure ar?! $10 confirm ar! K fine I'll do it.

So i rolled up my pants. Auntie, uncle all watching. I plucked up my courage and did it. Yeay!
here's the short video.




And so that marks the day. I did enjoyed my day.
tata people. till then.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Posted by: Syarif Tagok
Time: 12/19/2007 06:58:00 PM
Comments: 0
It's a Wednesday.
Woke up at about 11am. Got ready as soon as possible and Uncle Joe picked us up. Went to Arab street. Ate Nasi Briyani for breakfast cum lunch. I was really full by then. After that went to a few shops cause mum wanted to buy some cloths for our relatives at Batu Pahat. And soon it started to drizzle and stuff.

After Arab street, it was Geylang and Joo Chiat Complex. Mum and aunt bought a few things like jamu etc. And then went to the wet market. Nothing much actually but the boys did spent their time fruitfully.


^Arab street.

^ The boys in white.

^ Now you see it.

^ Now you don't. :D


^ Visited the sheep at Masjid Sultan.

^ Bargaining.

^ She's Hot. hahaha

After everything me and the two lil cousins sat at the back of the car and enjoyed ourselves. Camwhoring in the car all the way from Geylang untill we reached Woodlands.

Warning: Pictures below may seems ugly or annoying to readers. Shut down your pc immediately if you don't like them. Pictures were taken due to boredom and sudden attack of insanity towards the boys ;P



^ Subutex addicts. hahaha




^WHAT?!



^ Eeee smelly!

^ I think im gonna puke!

^ Wuueekkk!







^ the true us.

ok im done!
tata



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