A random selection of contacts in my phonebook.
(about 20plus i think)
Mainly those who are meaningful to my life.
I apologise if i might have missed out some of you friends out there.
Consists of both Genders.
At 2 different timings.
The only thing that i sent to this group of people was simply just

Obviously, not each and everyone of them replied.
As i expected, some of those whom i was hoping for a reply, sadly did not.
However surprisingly, some replies are from the unexpected ones!

I'm curious. How would people respond to such randomness.
MY randomness, to be exact.
Some would think that it's really lame.
Most of them replied with a Question mark. Not knowing what's going on.

The first person to reply me asked,
" So who has the worst response? I bet it's mine! *chuckles* "

I said,
" No, it's not yours. To me the worst response were all those who DID NOT even respond. Especially those whom i was hoping would reply me with interesting responses, sadly Did Not. "

Well i'm not gonna be too judgmental on those who did not replied because some of them might have reasonable reasons, like their phones are down or whatsoever. But how about those you simply just didn't bother to text back?
That, i wonder.

I wonder what kind of a friend they are to me. Or perhaps, more precisely, who am i to them.
By looking back again at some of those responses i get from some of them up there, somewhat gave me a picture of what kind of a person they are. How close am i to their lovely hearts.

Up till now, i still feel that those 2 persons who replied me with just a simple smiley back are the Best reply i ever wished for. I was sharing a cab back home with one of them the night before and the last time i met the other one was almost a month back. Yes, a simple and sincere smile back at me is all i was hoping for!
How hard is that?

Many would say that i'm the kind of a person who is always ready with a sincere smile.
One told me that i'm contagious. When i'm happy, people around me will turn happy as well.
The close ones are those who would surely know that i haven't been bringing along with me that smile of mine lately. They kept asking me, " What's wrong? ".

You may say that it's really Lame, Nonsense or even Pathetic of me with such randomness.
But to me, it's somehow one of the ways i made a Realisation towards my Surroundings.
My Life with Colourful Friends.

Now tag something, if you're one of those who received a smiley from me.
:)

*shrugs*

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My all-time favourite sweetheart when it comes to watching those old malay movies;

Luckily you very old already, if not i tackle you yannow
lol ^^

I'm sorry for being selfish lately. I have abandon my responsibilities as a man for more than a month already. I didn't mean to forget about you. I'm really sorry because i keep procrastinating all those wonderful things that i was supposed to do to ensure that you are always with me. I hate myself for treating you like this. The more you keep fading away from me, the more it kills me. Please forgive me baby. Give me a little bit more time. Give me a second chance for me to regain back all my strength so i can be with you again. I beg you not to leave me. I can't imagine myself without you, my beautiful abs.
:(

Today started out to be really good.
Mixing with a bunch of positive people.
Sharing Opinions and Knowledge.
But the moment i reached home, it felt the other way round.
HOME is supposed to be peaceful isn't it?

That's it.
I'm going back to Granny's tomorrow.

Eh! Eh! Eh! Eh!
:D

How would you feel?

If one day you realised that it's gone.
The spark. It's just slowly fading away.
Knowing that you can't reignite the flame that you once had.
In your heart.

How would you feel if it's gone again.
This time round.

I'm not supposed to look back.
But at the same time, i'm really scared to look forward.
It makes me feel like i'm just a little boy who knows nothing about life.
I guess i'm still am a little boy.
At heart.

5 down, 2 to go.

I can't wait for my holiday.

It's getting near. Really near.

So what's gonna happen next?

Oh boy, i've already have quite a busy schedule jotted down till April.

Well there's more to be added to that busy schedule already.

They had their say.

Shouting out their opinions straight from their mind & heart.

Those are the close ones, whom i seldom spent time with.

Proud to see how i've been doing all these while.

But at the same time, disappointment.

I'll still try to dig some time out of my schedule for them

For myself at least.

Yes, i need time for myself first.

Then there's surely time for people whom are important to my life.

& also a space for someone special to share a part of my life.

I'll try my best

:)

“So here’s a piece of advice; let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more.”

The fist & knuckles just went straight to the metal cupboard.
There's a little dent there.
Now that's anger from deep inside.
Overwhelming Anger = Potential Energy
Which could generate quite alot of Kinetic Energy.

In all honesty, I can't wait to get it over and done with.
Cause the feeling is killing me softly on the inside.

Maybe one day I'll write pages,
about how I'm always try to fight the feelings that coincide.

*Ayah watching James Bond - Tomorrow Never Dies all night*
*Ibu tired & sleepy finishing her work*

Ibu never fails to make me laugh with her random lameshits.
Especially when she's sleepy.
& watching tv with Ayah has always been a bad idea.
He never fails to behave as if he's the director.
*while watching Projek Cerpen with him just now*
"Eh anak kau lari rumah dah balik pe. Tak payah nak kecoh2 ah beb!"
:D

A random selection of contacts in my phonebook.
(about 20plus i think)
Mainly those who are meaningful to my life.
I apologise if i might have missed out some of you friends out there.
Consists of both Genders.
At 2 different timings.
The only thing that i sent to this group of people was simply just

Obviously, not each and everyone of them replied.
As i expected, some of those whom i was hoping for a reply, sadly did not.
However surprisingly, some replies are from the unexpected ones!

I'm curious. How would people respond to such randomness.
MY randomness, to be exact.
Some would think that it's really lame.
Most of them replied with a Question mark. Not knowing what's going on.

The first person to reply me asked,
" So who has the worst response? I bet it's mine! *chuckles* "

I said,
" No, it's not yours. To me the worst response were all those who DID NOT even respond. Especially those whom i was hoping would reply me with interesting responses, sadly Did Not. "

Well i'm not gonna be too judgmental on those who did not replied because some of them might have reasonable reasons, like their phones are down or whatsoever. But how about those you simply just didn't bother to text back?
That, i wonder.

I wonder what kind of a friend they are to me. Or perhaps, more precisely, who am i to them.
By looking back again at some of those responses i get from some of them up there, somewhat gave me a picture of what kind of a person they are. How close am i to their lovely hearts.

Up till now, i still feel that those 2 persons who replied me with just a simple smiley back are the Best reply i ever wished for. I was sharing a cab back home with one of them the night before and the last time i met the other one was almost a month back. Yes, a simple and sincere smile back at me is all i was hoping for!
How hard is that?

Many would say that i'm the kind of a person who is always ready with a sincere smile.
One told me that i'm contagious. When i'm happy, people around me will turn happy as well.
The close ones are those who would surely know that i haven't been bringing along with me that smile of mine lately. They kept asking me, " What's wrong? ".

You may say that it's really Lame, Nonsense or even Pathetic of me with such randomness.
But to me, it's somehow one of the ways i made a Realisation towards my Surroundings.
My Life with Colourful Friends.

Now tag something, if you're one of those who received a smiley from me.
:)

*shrugs*

---------------------------------------------------------------------
My all-time favourite sweetheart when it comes to watching those old malay movies;

Luckily you very old already, if not i tackle you yannow
lol ^^

I'm sorry for being selfish lately. I have abandon my responsibilities as a man for more than a month already. I didn't mean to forget about you. I'm really sorry because i keep procrastinating all those wonderful things that i was supposed to do to ensure that you are always with me. I hate myself for treating you like this. The more you keep fading away from me, the more it kills me. Please forgive me baby. Give me a little bit more time. Give me a second chance for me to regain back all my strength so i can be with you again. I beg you not to leave me. I can't imagine myself without you, my beautiful abs.
:(

Today started out to be really good.
Mixing with a bunch of positive people.
Sharing Opinions and Knowledge.
But the moment i reached home, it felt the other way round.
HOME is supposed to be peaceful isn't it?

That's it.
I'm going back to Granny's tomorrow.

Eh! Eh! Eh! Eh!
:D

How would you feel?

If one day you realised that it's gone.
The spark. It's just slowly fading away.
Knowing that you can't reignite the flame that you once had.
In your heart.

How would you feel if it's gone again.
This time round.

I'm not supposed to look back.
But at the same time, i'm really scared to look forward.
It makes me feel like i'm just a little boy who knows nothing about life.
I guess i'm still am a little boy.
At heart.

5 down, 2 to go.

I can't wait for my holiday.

It's getting near. Really near.

So what's gonna happen next?

Oh boy, i've already have quite a busy schedule jotted down till April.

Well there's more to be added to that busy schedule already.

They had their say.

Shouting out their opinions straight from their mind & heart.

Those are the close ones, whom i seldom spent time with.

Proud to see how i've been doing all these while.

But at the same time, disappointment.

I'll still try to dig some time out of my schedule for them

For myself at least.

Yes, i need time for myself first.

Then there's surely time for people whom are important to my life.

& also a space for someone special to share a part of my life.

I'll try my best

:)

“So here’s a piece of advice; let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more.”

The fist & knuckles just went straight to the metal cupboard.
There's a little dent there.
Now that's anger from deep inside.
Overwhelming Anger = Potential Energy
Which could generate quite alot of Kinetic Energy.

In all honesty, I can't wait to get it over and done with.
Cause the feeling is killing me softly on the inside.

Maybe one day I'll write pages,
about how I'm always try to fight the feelings that coincide.

*Ayah watching James Bond - Tomorrow Never Dies all night*
*Ibu tired & sleepy finishing her work*

Ibu never fails to make me laugh with her random lameshits.
Especially when she's sleepy.
& watching tv with Ayah has always been a bad idea.
He never fails to behave as if he's the director.
*while watching Projek Cerpen with him just now*
"Eh anak kau lari rumah dah balik pe. Tak payah nak kecoh2 ah beb!"
:D