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I'm falling.
But i wont let myself falter back to where i started.
It's like making pancakes for the first time.
The night before, you get yourself busy in the kitchen.
Getting the hands messy with the flour.
Beating eggs.
Mixing the sugar, salt, milk, etc.
When everything's all set,
you get excited for the cooking tomorrow.
As early as it is, you get yourself busy in the kitchen again.
Heating the frying pan.
Get the pancake paste out of the fridge.
A lil more stir will do.
& then, scoop it on that burning pan.
Witness it turning brown. & soon, a lil too cooked.
For almost 2 hours, you've been failing.
Not even 1 decent, edible pancake was done.
Either not fully cooked, or it's all burnt.
Some weren't just as spongy as you wished.
How demoralising could it be.
A huge part of you just felt like giving up.
But that tiny spark in your heart is rather stubborn.
You try, and kept trying. Effortlessly.
Until suddenly, you finally discovered the solution.
The next moment, you've got the hang of it.
& finally, achieved those nice & spongy pancakes that you were hoping for all the while.
How relieved. Delighted. Proud of yourself.
You smile.
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Should i just let the huge part of me take over me?
Hands down. Admit my weaknesses.
Even when i know it's just too early for that.
Too early to give up.
& regret for the rest of my life?
Is that what losers do?
Or should i reignite that tiny lil spark of flame in my heart?
And make everything just the way i was hoping for?
Something worth hoping for....
Is that what you call a winner?
Help me, please.
;(
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:)
Let's start off with a smile.
Deep-from-the-heart smile.
A smile with the fresh memories in my mind.
Wonderful Memories.
A scoop of Preparation.
A handful of Planning.
& definitely a few Pinches of Patience.
I really wished i would post up pictures.
Share with you guys each every bit of my happy moments.
What we did. What we shared.
Our Similarities.
The Smile & Laughter.
However, a big part of me has always restrict myself from doing so.
I don't want people to know.
I want it to be really low profile.
But this is a blog.
& i got a big mouth too.
Orange & Lime Green
The Search of Pink Orchid.
Pink Colour Kite Flying.
Specially-made Pancakes.
Strawberries over Chocolates.
Anything but Peanuts.
The Top Score "Gimme-a-Slap" Face.
I'll say,
I really enjoyed my day today.
All the 1st time experience.
Thank You
;)
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 They reached at around 7plus.
Headed to East Coast Park for our short night cycling.
Rossi. Pedrosa. Hayden. Stoner.
Those conversations, planning for an overseas trip for us in the future.
Small, yet the simple group of us. With our dreams.
Chilled at my cribs for awhile. Settled down.
1 China man. 1 Javanese Wak. 1 Boyanese Dude. & 1 Malay Rocker.
Exchanging thoughts. Laughter.
Definitely my best dudes.
:D
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You're like an Indian Summer in the middle of Winter.
Simply say,
You're Superbly One Georgous Hottie,
That Never Fails To Melt Me.
How wonderful, how sane, how beautifully difficult,
and therefore true.
:)
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 Second day of the third and final week of my holiday. I've been putting aside my books and enjoyed ever single day of it. Silat Competition. Sister Diana's Wedding. SP Silat Outing. The Melaka Trip. SMA Ubin Outing. Sentosa Class Outing. & The Uncountable Random Moments. Everything was superbly fantastic and things went as planned. Except today.We human beings plan our future. We want to do this, we want to have that. However, everything that we planned will not happen without God's will. God surely has a reason why we could not carry on with our plans today. Its okay. All i can do is smile to myself and say, "There's always tommorrow.." ;) ------------------------------------------------  Pictures. Photography. The all time Number 1 form of way to remind us about the beautiful memories we had in the past. We take pictures of our faces smiling from ear to ear. Posing at some places that we seldom go to or have never been to before. And when we look back at those pictures some day, we smile along. :) ---------------------------------------------------  As a teenager. We mix around with different kinds of people. We make lots of friends. However, there are definitely a few of them who are very close to us. Those who were there to laugh along with you when you do the wackiest things in life. Such as eating the Wasabiko Sushi with lots of Wasabi added on. :D ------------------------------------------------  As we grow old. We tend to resemble like our older ones. The younger brother has grown up. & still growing. Now he looks like his older brother. Only with a darker skin tone. It's in the blood. --------------------------------------------------  Insurance A new friend told me that when you love someone, you love them at a rate of 97%. When asked what's left of the other 3%, he says that it's for insurance. Hearts always need insurance. Hahahahahaha. As cheesy and amusing at it sounds, I think he's bloody right. ----------------------------- To every "Megan Fox Maniacs" friends of mine out there.(you faggots).I told you so.Enjoy The Transformers 2 everyone!;D
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 ^My Darling, is forever cute.  ^ The cousins are all back to their respective daily routines.  ^He's already spending his 1st day at Jakarta. "& you better bring back Rossa for me, mac"  ^My Jakarta Girl has gone back home last Tuesday. " Giginya kok di pagarin deh.. lol "  ^ & i'm off to Melaka tomorrow morning. ;)
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 Everything is going as planned. Everything seems fine so far. The only thing that's not is that the lifestyle that i'm practicing right now is actually risking my own health again. 1 word. Sleep. 
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I'm falling.
But i wont let myself falter back to where i started.
It's like making pancakes for the first time.
The night before, you get yourself busy in the kitchen.
Getting the hands messy with the flour.
Beating eggs.
Mixing the sugar, salt, milk, etc.
When everything's all set,
you get excited for the cooking tomorrow.
As early as it is, you get yourself busy in the kitchen again.
Heating the frying pan.
Get the pancake paste out of the fridge.
A lil more stir will do.
& then, scoop it on that burning pan.
Witness it turning brown. & soon, a lil too cooked.
For almost 2 hours, you've been failing.
Not even 1 decent, edible pancake was done.
Either not fully cooked, or it's all burnt.
Some weren't just as spongy as you wished.
How demoralising could it be.
A huge part of you just felt like giving up.
But that tiny spark in your heart is rather stubborn.
You try, and kept trying. Effortlessly.
Until suddenly, you finally discovered the solution.
The next moment, you've got the hang of it.
& finally, achieved those nice & spongy pancakes that you were hoping for all the while.
How relieved. Delighted. Proud of yourself.
You smile.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Should i just let the huge part of me take over me?
Hands down. Admit my weaknesses.
Even when i know it's just too early for that.
Too early to give up.
& regret for the rest of my life?
Is that what losers do?
Or should i reignite that tiny lil spark of flame in my heart?
And make everything just the way i was hoping for?
Something worth hoping for....
Is that what you call a winner?
Help me, please.
;(
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:)
Let's start off with a smile.
Deep-from-the-heart smile.
A smile with the fresh memories in my mind.
Wonderful Memories.
A scoop of Preparation.
A handful of Planning.
& definitely a few Pinches of Patience.
I really wished i would post up pictures.
Share with you guys each every bit of my happy moments.
What we did. What we shared.
Our Similarities.
The Smile & Laughter.
However, a big part of me has always restrict myself from doing so.
I don't want people to know.
I want it to be really low profile.
But this is a blog.
& i got a big mouth too.
Orange & Lime Green
The Search of Pink Orchid.
Pink Colour Kite Flying.
Specially-made Pancakes.
Strawberries over Chocolates.
Anything but Peanuts.
The Top Score "Gimme-a-Slap" Face.
I'll say,
I really enjoyed my day today.
All the 1st time experience.
Thank You
;)
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They reached at around 7plus.
Headed to East Coast Park for our short night cycling.
Rossi. Pedrosa. Hayden. Stoner.
Those conversations, planning for an overseas trip for us in the future.
Small, yet the simple group of us. With our dreams.
Chilled at my cribs for awhile. Settled down.
1 China man. 1 Javanese Wak. 1 Boyanese Dude. & 1 Malay Rocker.
Exchanging thoughts. Laughter.
Definitely my best dudes.
:D
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|
You're like an Indian Summer in the middle of Winter.
Simply say,
You're Superbly One Georgous Hottie,
That Never Fails To Melt Me.
How wonderful, how sane, how beautifully difficult,
and therefore true.
:)
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Second day of the third and final week of my holiday. I've been putting aside my books and enjoyed ever single day of it. Silat Competition. Sister Diana's Wedding. SP Silat Outing. The Melaka Trip. SMA Ubin Outing. Sentosa Class Outing. & The Uncountable Random Moments. Everything was superbly fantastic and things went as planned. Except today.We human beings plan our future. We want to do this, we want to have that. However, everything that we planned will not happen without God's will. God surely has a reason why we could not carry on with our plans today. Its okay. All i can do is smile to myself and say, "There's always tommorrow.." ;) ------------------------------------------------ Pictures. Photography. The all time Number 1 form of way to remind us about the beautiful memories we had in the past. We take pictures of our faces smiling from ear to ear. Posing at some places that we seldom go to or have never been to before. And when we look back at those pictures some day, we smile along. :) --------------------------------------------------- As a teenager. We mix around with different kinds of people. We make lots of friends. However, there are definitely a few of them who are very close to us. Those who were there to laugh along with you when you do the wackiest things in life. Such as eating the Wasabiko Sushi with lots of Wasabi added on. :D ------------------------------------------------ As we grow old. We tend to resemble like our older ones. The younger brother has grown up. & still growing. Now he looks like his older brother. Only with a darker skin tone. It's in the blood. -------------------------------------------------- Insurance A new friend told me that when you love someone, you love them at a rate of 97%. When asked what's left of the other 3%, he says that it's for insurance. Hearts always need insurance. Hahahahahaha. As cheesy and amusing at it sounds, I think he's bloody right. ----------------------------- To every "Megan Fox Maniacs" friends of mine out there.(you faggots).I told you so.Enjoy The Transformers 2 everyone!;D
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^My Darling, is forever cute. ^ The cousins are all back to their respective daily routines. ^He's already spending his 1st day at Jakarta. "& you better bring back Rossa for me, mac" ^My Jakarta Girl has gone back home last Tuesday. " Giginya kok di pagarin deh.. lol " ^ & i'm off to Melaka tomorrow morning. ;)
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Everything is going as planned. Everything seems fine so far. The only thing that's not is that the lifestyle that i'm practicing right now is actually risking my own health again. 1 word. Sleep.
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♥ Syarif Tagok ♥
Reaching for No.18
Singaporean.
15 Sep, 8:33AM, SGH.
Malay-Javanese, Muslim
Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma In Maritime Transportation Management
Year 2
& i get too active & busy at school
Many says I'm friendly. Others says I'm crazy. Tell about it.
I may turn out to be a lil nerdy at times, but i observe things around me pretty well.
Judge me Arrogant or perhaps a Jovial Friendly Average Guy.
But i'm still the one people would expect a smile with.
Because A Smile is the simplest gift for a stranger like you :)
Email: udin_tagok192@hotmail.com
Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/syarif.tagok
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From The Heart:
What do I do when the choice is no longer mine to make?
Do I sit around & wait?
Should i still keep the tiny flame of hope alive?
Or perhaps a better word to it, "hallucinate" ?
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Syarif Tagok ♥
& I welcome you with a :)
So be nice please.
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