The Long Wait.
Is Here.

Quater-Finals.
I'll be in that ring, in about 12hours from now.

Say Goodbye to this high fever of mine.
& say hello to Mr. Gold medal.
Insyallah
:)

I had my last intensive run yesterday.
1 round around Singapore Poly, which is about 3.2km.
It was drizzling & cold.
I couldnt take it much.
So i made it a short one.

And here i am on Today, feeling all sick and sucky.
Especially when i woke up in the morning, and when i've reached home.
Please please, oh god please...
This is NOT the time to get Sick.


Nevertheless, i am still going out there putting the best smile i can.
I ain't gonna pamper this weak body which needs lotsa positive thinking
to make sure i get well soon.
Very Soon.

No matter how busy we can be.
With Assignments. Projects. Tests.
Never Forget to take a break, & enjoy life to the fullest!
Well as for that Maniac dude you see up there, he's the class rep.
& as he was told to look after the others and make sure everyone
behave themselves in the absence of the lecturers i/c...
He was the 1st to do as many crazy stuff he could..
To enjoy each & every moment he's got!

And someone is getting so envious with my lessons every Thursday!
& that someone wishes that i've got a much much more tougher semester ahead instead.
So mean are you.. hehehehe..
xP

-----------------------------------------------------

It was more than 2 years back.
& here i am, felling all worried and scared.
Because the long wait is here, this weekend.
Tomorrow shall be my last intensive preparation
before giving a rest to the body.
I'll be there, wearing that vest, focusing in my game.
Hopefully, i'm 90% prepared when i get into the ring at that very moment.
All i need is a big bunch of people i call "LOVE",
cheering hard for me at the back.
That will surely complete the other 10% that i need.
:)

-----------------------------------------------------

To see those sleepy eyes & make them and even mine less sleepier.

Syarif + Cute little guy hanging from his pocket = Happy Uncle

Uncle + Mr. Happy = Happy Uncle

:)

Always make sure that your feet always touches the ground,
no matter how high you try to reach the sky.
- Syarif

I Turn to You - Christina Aguilera

When I'm lost...in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way
When I'm scared
Losing ground
When my world is going crazy
You can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there
Pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield, from the storm
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength, to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you-ooh

when I lose...the will to win
I just reach for you
And I can reach the sky again
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
taking me through the night

(Joined by Background Vocals)
For a shield, from the storm
For a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength, to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
I turn to you-ooh,ohhh

For the arms to be my shelter
Through all the rain
For truth that will never change
For someone to lean on
For a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who...I can run to...oh
I turn to you


(Joined by Background Vocals)
For a shield from the storm
For a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, yeah yeah
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
For everything you do - ooh oh
For everything that's true
I turn to you...ooh.


My weekend was fully packed. On Saturday, I was already at work as early as 6.30am.
It's kinda feels really good to be at work somehow, doing the cool AV stuff.
The entire day was busy handling Meetings and Conferences from SGH.
And then i'm off to Esplanade watching the Youth Voices Acapella performance.
Wonderful people. Outstanding Voices. Splendid Performance.
& that's when i got hooked with this song from ChristinaA, it was sang by a pretty young lady.
The lyrics are really meaningful.
At times when you need someone to turn to. It takes a song to remind you.

--------------------------------------------

I'm giving you a big smile, from my heart.
Thank you

Mr. Chef is becoming very worried when his dish doesn't taste delicious.
That's the part when Mr. Chef would add more spices to his dish.
He will do anything to make his dish taste fantastic.
Because Mr. Chef is very sure that others would be very delighted enjoying his dish the next moment.

Subtitute Mr. Chef to Mr. Syarif
Subtitute "the dish" to "his life".

------------------------------------------------

It's all up to me one way or another.
Because i'm the one who has been eyeing for it for about 2 years plus.
I'm the one who's putting all the effortall this while.
Through thick & thin, no one else would understand how much i've been fighting this through.
& when i think too much about it, it overcomes my mind.
All of a sudden the exact incident that happened 2 years back came struck in my mind.
Crying over my defeat.
The soft-hearted Syarif couldn't hold back those tears in front of everyone.
The close ones couldn't hold back their tears too. I could even remember that there were even anonymous faces who came hugging me with their teary eyes on their faces.
Because he was so confident that he had won it. In fact, so was everyone else.
& i'm very sure that those who has been there with me all this while would really understand how much this means to me.
Why is it so much of a big deal to me anyway you may asked.
Eventhough it's just a small arena that the world has to offer.
It means alot to me before i make my leave.
Because i want to leave with a big bang.
Do you feel me?

--------------------------------------------------

I was utterly disappointed and frustrated with myself during and after Silat training.
I've been telling my mother that she's going to see a new trophy added to my lifetime trophies showcase at home soon.
"Insyallah" she replied each time i told her the same thing again & again.
However, I'm not at the standard that i am supposed to be at this point of time.
I have not yet reached the standard that will assure me of that championship title.
Where i'm standing right now is far from where i'm supposed to be.
My techniques have gone down the drain.
Whatever crap that i was doing during training is definitely not going to help me.
Some makciks at the side would go gaga over how explosive i was being during the match.
Telling me how much i've developed all this while.
But all i see is mistakes over mistakes being repeated.

--------------------------------------------

I'm really worried.
My morales is running low.
I really need the support and motivations from the people around me.

---------------------------------------------

Auntie is making Uncle feeling very very bad about being late for school.
Now Uncle is really determined to make sure he's early for every lesson.
But oh no no Auntie, Uncle still have a good memory.
Unlike Auntie.
=P

^ Fisherman Newbie learning how to tie ropes.

2 rivals. I'm already in one of them.
But i want the other one too.
So i took up both of them.
I'm risking myself.
But afterall, it's my choice.

Therefore, currently i'm a sub committee member of SMAC.
& in the other hand,
I'm a Standing Committee of Welfare in SPSU.
Oh yeah bebeh!
2 is the number.
---------------------------------------------

2 weeks. That's all i got.
It's definitely not enough.
Neither would i be able to spend the entire 2 weeks preparing myself.
I've been sacrifising my evenings doing my workout routines regardless of how tired i am after class.
Running to gain back that stallion's stamina.
Pushing myself all out until i even puke at the end of the lap.

Why all the trouble?
I have to.
Because my hunger for that Gold Medal is getting as large as the world to me.
Let it be the tears of joy this time.
Not because of a defeat.
& 2 weeks is all i've got.
2 is the number.

---------------------------------------------

1 name.
2 different personalities.
2 different stories.
2 different prospects.
It all comes back to 1 decision.
Still, 2 is the number.

---------------------------------------------

I'm no longer a lil boy now. Living in a very open world, i start to adapt to the different world i've been that before. Network is the most important thing in this world right now. & to open up our minds to all sorts of aspects in this world we live in.

Again & again.
The word "Reality" would resurrect from our world of "Fantasies".
Each and everyone of us would be enjoying every bit of our lives.
Too much of these would definitely take us more time to realise that we are living in Reality.
Anyone guilty of this? *nodding my head*

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

& of course, being with a group of wonderful people we are close with would actually make us not realised that they aren't really wonderful people that we think.
These cases are the ones that we really would want to avoid.
To enjoy our present and hoping that it stays on in the future.
We are in the future of the past that we used to be.
Is it different from what we were hoping back in the past?

All i can do is Smile, & don't look back in anger.
*chehh Oasis or what.. lol*

Regardless of what happens in our past. We live in the present.
Sometimes the past makes u feel bad enjoying your present.
But i keep telling myself, to hell with all that because i'm enjoying this.
& again, this isn't my first time saying this in my posts.
I'm loving my present, hell yeah.
Lol.

Scenario: Having Lunch with friends at school. Some has finished our food. Some could not.

Oh yes, even the new friends know how H-U-G-E my tummy can expands when eating.
Now i really think twice when i order my food.
:D

Oh God.
I know i have the tendency of hurting people when it comes to contact sports.
Be it intentional or by accident.
Surely, i'll hurt some.
No matter how old or how young they are compared to my age.
I can't help it, seriously.
Because most of the time it's unintentional.
Unless they keep on testing my oh-so-high patience.

However, i can't take this karma that you're giving me back.
I know, i know.
What goes around, comes around.
I've been controlling myself all this while.
But the pain hits in continuously, one after another.

Oh god.
I'm really sorry.
Please stop this karma.
I can't bare the sufferings.

One of the best moments in life is when you get to..

The ones that you will never get bored being with.

They still make you smile all day long until its bedtime.
When you're lucky, they appear in your dreams.
With all those butterflies & flowers.
It makes you not wanting to wake up because you're enjoying those sweetdreams.
But when you do, who's that someone you would be thinking of?
Oh yeah, don't start smiling in front of your screen while reading this.

Someone who makes your heart go tralalalas~
& not "make your pee-pee goes kedoink-doink-doink" guys.

It's Someone Special alright.
So enjoy all those moments that every souls like us wants.
Until it's time to go....

;)

The Long Wait.
Is Here.

Quater-Finals.
I'll be in that ring, in about 12hours from now.

Say Goodbye to this high fever of mine.
& say hello to Mr. Gold medal.
Insyallah
:)

I had my last intensive run yesterday.
1 round around Singapore Poly, which is about 3.2km.
It was drizzling & cold.
I couldnt take it much.
So i made it a short one.

And here i am on Today, feeling all sick and sucky.
Especially when i woke up in the morning, and when i've reached home.
Please please, oh god please...
This is NOT the time to get Sick.


Nevertheless, i am still going out there putting the best smile i can.
I ain't gonna pamper this weak body which needs lotsa positive thinking
to make sure i get well soon.
Very Soon.

No matter how busy we can be.
With Assignments. Projects. Tests.
Never Forget to take a break, & enjoy life to the fullest!
Well as for that Maniac dude you see up there, he's the class rep.
& as he was told to look after the others and make sure everyone
behave themselves in the absence of the lecturers i/c...
He was the 1st to do as many crazy stuff he could..
To enjoy each & every moment he's got!

And someone is getting so envious with my lessons every Thursday!
& that someone wishes that i've got a much much more tougher semester ahead instead.
So mean are you.. hehehehe..
xP

-----------------------------------------------------

It was more than 2 years back.
& here i am, felling all worried and scared.
Because the long wait is here, this weekend.
Tomorrow shall be my last intensive preparation
before giving a rest to the body.
I'll be there, wearing that vest, focusing in my game.
Hopefully, i'm 90% prepared when i get into the ring at that very moment.
All i need is a big bunch of people i call "LOVE",
cheering hard for me at the back.
That will surely complete the other 10% that i need.
:)

-----------------------------------------------------

To see those sleepy eyes & make them and even mine less sleepier.

Syarif + Cute little guy hanging from his pocket = Happy Uncle

Uncle + Mr. Happy = Happy Uncle

:)

Always make sure that your feet always touches the ground,
no matter how high you try to reach the sky.
- Syarif

I Turn to You - Christina Aguilera

When I'm lost...in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way
When I'm scared
Losing ground
When my world is going crazy
You can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there
Pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield, from the storm
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength, to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you-ooh

when I lose...the will to win
I just reach for you
And I can reach the sky again
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
taking me through the night

(Joined by Background Vocals)
For a shield, from the storm
For a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength, to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
I turn to you-ooh,ohhh

For the arms to be my shelter
Through all the rain
For truth that will never change
For someone to lean on
For a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who...I can run to...oh
I turn to you


(Joined by Background Vocals)
For a shield from the storm
For a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, yeah yeah
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
For everything you do - ooh oh
For everything that's true
I turn to you...ooh.


My weekend was fully packed. On Saturday, I was already at work as early as 6.30am.
It's kinda feels really good to be at work somehow, doing the cool AV stuff.
The entire day was busy handling Meetings and Conferences from SGH.
And then i'm off to Esplanade watching the Youth Voices Acapella performance.
Wonderful people. Outstanding Voices. Splendid Performance.
& that's when i got hooked with this song from ChristinaA, it was sang by a pretty young lady.
The lyrics are really meaningful.
At times when you need someone to turn to. It takes a song to remind you.

--------------------------------------------

I'm giving you a big smile, from my heart.
Thank you

Mr. Chef is becoming very worried when his dish doesn't taste delicious.
That's the part when Mr. Chef would add more spices to his dish.
He will do anything to make his dish taste fantastic.
Because Mr. Chef is very sure that others would be very delighted enjoying his dish the next moment.

Subtitute Mr. Chef to Mr. Syarif
Subtitute "the dish" to "his life".

------------------------------------------------

It's all up to me one way or another.
Because i'm the one who has been eyeing for it for about 2 years plus.
I'm the one who's putting all the effortall this while.
Through thick & thin, no one else would understand how much i've been fighting this through.
& when i think too much about it, it overcomes my mind.
All of a sudden the exact incident that happened 2 years back came struck in my mind.
Crying over my defeat.
The soft-hearted Syarif couldn't hold back those tears in front of everyone.
The close ones couldn't hold back their tears too. I could even remember that there were even anonymous faces who came hugging me with their teary eyes on their faces.
Because he was so confident that he had won it. In fact, so was everyone else.
& i'm very sure that those who has been there with me all this while would really understand how much this means to me.
Why is it so much of a big deal to me anyway you may asked.
Eventhough it's just a small arena that the world has to offer.
It means alot to me before i make my leave.
Because i want to leave with a big bang.
Do you feel me?

--------------------------------------------------

I was utterly disappointed and frustrated with myself during and after Silat training.
I've been telling my mother that she's going to see a new trophy added to my lifetime trophies showcase at home soon.
"Insyallah" she replied each time i told her the same thing again & again.
However, I'm not at the standard that i am supposed to be at this point of time.
I have not yet reached the standard that will assure me of that championship title.
Where i'm standing right now is far from where i'm supposed to be.
My techniques have gone down the drain.
Whatever crap that i was doing during training is definitely not going to help me.
Some makciks at the side would go gaga over how explosive i was being during the match.
Telling me how much i've developed all this while.
But all i see is mistakes over mistakes being repeated.

--------------------------------------------

I'm really worried.
My morales is running low.
I really need the support and motivations from the people around me.

---------------------------------------------

Auntie is making Uncle feeling very very bad about being late for school.
Now Uncle is really determined to make sure he's early for every lesson.
But oh no no Auntie, Uncle still have a good memory.
Unlike Auntie.
=P

^ Fisherman Newbie learning how to tie ropes.

2 rivals. I'm already in one of them.
But i want the other one too.
So i took up both of them.
I'm risking myself.
But afterall, it's my choice.

Therefore, currently i'm a sub committee member of SMAC.
& in the other hand,
I'm a Standing Committee of Welfare in SPSU.
Oh yeah bebeh!
2 is the number.
---------------------------------------------

2 weeks. That's all i got.
It's definitely not enough.
Neither would i be able to spend the entire 2 weeks preparing myself.
I've been sacrifising my evenings doing my workout routines regardless of how tired i am after class.
Running to gain back that stallion's stamina.
Pushing myself all out until i even puke at the end of the lap.

Why all the trouble?
I have to.
Because my hunger for that Gold Medal is getting as large as the world to me.
Let it be the tears of joy this time.
Not because of a defeat.
& 2 weeks is all i've got.
2 is the number.

---------------------------------------------

1 name.
2 different personalities.
2 different stories.
2 different prospects.
It all comes back to 1 decision.
Still, 2 is the number.

---------------------------------------------

I'm no longer a lil boy now. Living in a very open world, i start to adapt to the different world i've been that before. Network is the most important thing in this world right now. & to open up our minds to all sorts of aspects in this world we live in.

Again & again.
The word "Reality" would resurrect from our world of "Fantasies".
Each and everyone of us would be enjoying every bit of our lives.
Too much of these would definitely take us more time to realise that we are living in Reality.
Anyone guilty of this? *nodding my head*

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

& of course, being with a group of wonderful people we are close with would actually make us not realised that they aren't really wonderful people that we think.
These cases are the ones that we really would want to avoid.
To enjoy our present and hoping that it stays on in the future.
We are in the future of the past that we used to be.
Is it different from what we were hoping back in the past?

All i can do is Smile, & don't look back in anger.
*chehh Oasis or what.. lol*

Regardless of what happens in our past. We live in the present.
Sometimes the past makes u feel bad enjoying your present.
But i keep telling myself, to hell with all that because i'm enjoying this.
& again, this isn't my first time saying this in my posts.
I'm loving my present, hell yeah.
Lol.

Scenario: Having Lunch with friends at school. Some has finished our food. Some could not.

Oh yes, even the new friends know how H-U-G-E my tummy can expands when eating.
Now i really think twice when i order my food.
:D

Oh God.
I know i have the tendency of hurting people when it comes to contact sports.
Be it intentional or by accident.
Surely, i'll hurt some.
No matter how old or how young they are compared to my age.
I can't help it, seriously.
Because most of the time it's unintentional.
Unless they keep on testing my oh-so-high patience.

However, i can't take this karma that you're giving me back.
I know, i know.
What goes around, comes around.
I've been controlling myself all this while.
But the pain hits in continuously, one after another.

Oh god.
I'm really sorry.
Please stop this karma.
I can't bare the sufferings.

One of the best moments in life is when you get to..

The ones that you will never get bored being with.

They still make you smile all day long until its bedtime.
When you're lucky, they appear in your dreams.
With all those butterflies & flowers.
It makes you not wanting to wake up because you're enjoying those sweetdreams.
But when you do, who's that someone you would be thinking of?
Oh yeah, don't start smiling in front of your screen while reading this.

Someone who makes your heart go tralalalas~
& not "make your pee-pee goes kedoink-doink-doink" guys.

It's Someone Special alright.
So enjoy all those moments that every souls like us wants.
Until it's time to go....

;)