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Say cheese & pose for the camera. To abandon the poor blog is so not good. So hello there Salvaged-soul! Life is like a long roller coaster ride for me this days. There's so much things in my head that really troubles me sometimes. I'm as crazy & annoying as usual. But i've been spending a lot of time reflecting on myself. & it feels good because i realised that i am a big a nuisance to this world most of the time. Well actually there's millions of stories i wanna share but i'm just plain lazy. =.= hehehe
So here's at least a few stuff that's in my mind currently:- 1. Dinah's 16th Birthday. The birthday girl got a surprise on her birthday during recess last Tuesday. It was superbly fun. The best birthday party we had in school so far. Preparing the cupcakes. Leaving her alone blind-folded in the canteen was the best prank. It's so fun bullying Dinah the "lil girl" hahaha. & she invited most of the peeps to her chalet party this Saturday. That means im not going for silat training again this time. haiyosh.. But im sure gonna enjoy myself at the party with the friends. Meeting the big group of friends at about 2pm plus after my so-called Lunch Date with the "long-time-no-chat" N.A. teeheeee ;) Im so looking forward to this Saturday. [ & i've already been thinking of what i wanna wear this Sat. Lol.] :D 2. School work is forever tiring for me. Well i've got to bare with it & continue to work hard if i wanna be a successful person when i grow up. Good O level results = Brighter future
Not to forget, June's HOLIDAY = June's HELL-LADEYHMT MYE is finally over & i dont think i took it seriously. Bit by bit i'm gonna try my best to stay focus in school work Work hard. Pray hard. ;) 3. I'm cutting down on my Silat trainings & playing soccer after school with friends.
But still, sports make me relax so 2-3 of sports activities per week is fine though. Maintain a good shape. Built more muscles. Gym routine every Saturday. right guys? :D 4. My weekends seems to be very quiet recently. Just plain boring because i'm all alone in this room unlike before. I miss him. Oh no, him is not a boyfriend of mine. Im not a gay. It's my brother,Q. Well i kinda miss him because he's in Thailand doing army training for 3 weeks since 19march. Well i guess he has already got himself some Thai transvestites to entertain himself there. ROFL! :-D Can't wait for him to return on the 11th. He sure gonna have lots to share. Everytime he comes home every weekend, he's gonna talk about his battlefield trainings, jungles, rifles, etc. & being in the army never stops him from talking about ladies, women, girls, babes, cute girls, hot girls, & more chicks too. Yes, that's my brother. I learn too much from him anyway. hehehe ;D ^ The Past. ^ The Present. ____________________________________________________________Some random pictures taken recently; ^ Friday prayers ^ Nyaii = Nenek = Grandmother ;D ^ Hommies. ^ Birthday girl Dinah. :D ^ The one i get to kiss every morning.My lovely mother. ;)Remember about the poet i wrote after the Hmt paper Fred? Diam2 lah yerr. lol. :D
Strangely, my heart can never seems to get over it. Am i missing someone?
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& i know, even if i apologise million times, it will never undo your broken heart. all because of me.
Never Gone - Backstreet BoysI really miss you, there's something I gotta say The things we did, the things we said Keep comin' back in me and make me smile again You showed me how to face the truth Everything that's good in me I owe to you Though the distance that's between us Now may seem to be too far It will never separate us Deep inside, I know you are Chorus: Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are Always close, everyday Every step along the way Even though for now we've got to say goodbye I know you would be forever in my life (yeah) Never gone No, no, no, no I walk along these empty streets There is not a second you're not here with me The love you gave, the grace you've shown Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone (Somehow) somehow you found a way To see the best I have in me As long as time goes on I swear to you that you will be Chorus: Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are Always close (always close), everyday (everyday yeah) Every step along the way Even though for now we've got to say goodbye I know you would be forever in my life (in my life, yeah) Never gone (gone from me) If there's one thing I believe (I believe) I will see you somewhere down the road again (I will see you somewhere, somewhere, somewhere, somewhere) (Never gone) Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are Always close (always close, always close), everyday (everyday, everyday) Every step along the way Even though for now we've got to say goodbye (yeah, yeah) I know you would be forever in my life Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are (in my heart is where you are) Always close (always close), everyday (everyday) Every step along the way Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are.....
Guilt is flowing through my veins. Even i don't have an explanation for myself. You'll be fine. Because i know you're a good girl.
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Why now? Why now dear little heart?Why do i feel this way?Why do i have this feeling?This sense of confusion.Dilemma.Why?I can't make people understand how i feel. The biggest guilt. Please don't ask me why.
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Say cheese & pose for the camera. To abandon the poor blog is so not good. So hello there Salvaged-soul! Life is like a long roller coaster ride for me this days. There's so much things in my head that really troubles me sometimes. I'm as crazy & annoying as usual. But i've been spending a lot of time reflecting on myself. & it feels good because i realised that i am a big a nuisance to this world most of the time. Well actually there's millions of stories i wanna share but i'm just plain lazy. =.= hehehe
So here's at least a few stuff that's in my mind currently:- 1. Dinah's 16th Birthday. The birthday girl got a surprise on her birthday during recess last Tuesday. It was superbly fun. The best birthday party we had in school so far. Preparing the cupcakes. Leaving her alone blind-folded in the canteen was the best prank. It's so fun bullying Dinah the "lil girl" hahaha. & she invited most of the peeps to her chalet party this Saturday. That means im not going for silat training again this time. haiyosh.. But im sure gonna enjoy myself at the party with the friends. Meeting the big group of friends at about 2pm plus after my so-called Lunch Date with the "long-time-no-chat" N.A. teeheeee ;) Im so looking forward to this Saturday. [ & i've already been thinking of what i wanna wear this Sat. Lol.] :D 2. School work is forever tiring for me. Well i've got to bare with it & continue to work hard if i wanna be a successful person when i grow up. Good O level results = Brighter future
Not to forget, June's HOLIDAY = June's HELL-LADEYHMT MYE is finally over & i dont think i took it seriously. Bit by bit i'm gonna try my best to stay focus in school work Work hard. Pray hard. ;) 3. I'm cutting down on my Silat trainings & playing soccer after school with friends.
But still, sports make me relax so 2-3 of sports activities per week is fine though. Maintain a good shape. Built more muscles. Gym routine every Saturday. right guys? :D 4. My weekends seems to be very quiet recently. Just plain boring because i'm all alone in this room unlike before. I miss him. Oh no, him is not a boyfriend of mine. Im not a gay. It's my brother,Q. Well i kinda miss him because he's in Thailand doing army training for 3 weeks since 19march. Well i guess he has already got himself some Thai transvestites to entertain himself there. ROFL! :-D Can't wait for him to return on the 11th. He sure gonna have lots to share. Everytime he comes home every weekend, he's gonna talk about his battlefield trainings, jungles, rifles, etc. & being in the army never stops him from talking about ladies, women, girls, babes, cute girls, hot girls, & more chicks too. Yes, that's my brother. I learn too much from him anyway. hehehe ;D ^ The Past. ^ The Present. ____________________________________________________________Some random pictures taken recently; ^ Friday prayers ^ Nyaii = Nenek = Grandmother ;D ^ Hommies. ^ Birthday girl Dinah. :D ^ The one i get to kiss every morning.My lovely mother. ;)Remember about the poet i wrote after the Hmt paper Fred? Diam2 lah yerr. lol. :D
Strangely, my heart can never seems to get over it. Am i missing someone?
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& i know, even if i apologise million times, it will never undo your broken heart. all because of me.
Never Gone - Backstreet BoysI really miss you, there's something I gotta say The things we did, the things we said Keep comin' back in me and make me smile again You showed me how to face the truth Everything that's good in me I owe to you Though the distance that's between us Now may seem to be too far It will never separate us Deep inside, I know you are Chorus: Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are Always close, everyday Every step along the way Even though for now we've got to say goodbye I know you would be forever in my life (yeah) Never gone No, no, no, no I walk along these empty streets There is not a second you're not here with me The love you gave, the grace you've shown Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone (Somehow) somehow you found a way To see the best I have in me As long as time goes on I swear to you that you will be Chorus: Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are Always close (always close), everyday (everyday yeah) Every step along the way Even though for now we've got to say goodbye I know you would be forever in my life (in my life, yeah) Never gone (gone from me) If there's one thing I believe (I believe) I will see you somewhere down the road again (I will see you somewhere, somewhere, somewhere, somewhere) (Never gone) Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are Always close (always close, always close), everyday (everyday, everyday) Every step along the way Even though for now we've got to say goodbye (yeah, yeah) I know you would be forever in my life Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are (in my heart is where you are) Always close (always close), everyday (everyday) Every step along the way Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are.....
Guilt is flowing through my veins. Even i don't have an explanation for myself. You'll be fine. Because i know you're a good girl.
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Why now? Why now dear little heart?Why do i feel this way?Why do i have this feeling?This sense of confusion.Dilemma.Why?I can't make people understand how i feel. The biggest guilt. Please don't ask me why.
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♥ Syarif Tagok ♥
Reaching for No.18
Singaporean.
15 Sep, 8:33AM, SGH.
Malay-Javanese, Muslim
Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma In Maritime Transportation Management
Year 2
& i get too active & busy at school
Many says I'm friendly. Others says I'm crazy. Tell about it.
I may turn out to be a lil nerdy at times, but i observe things around me pretty well.
Judge me Arrogant or perhaps a Jovial Friendly Average Guy.
But i'm still the one people would expect a smile with.
Because A Smile is the simplest gift for a stranger like you :)
Email: udin_tagok192@hotmail.com
Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/syarif.tagok
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From The Heart:
What do I do when the choice is no longer mine to make?
Do I sit around & wait?
Should i still keep the tiny flame of hope alive?
Or perhaps a better word to it, "hallucinate" ?
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Syarif Tagok ♥
& I welcome you with a :)
So be nice please.
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Shall sign up for Twitter soon :)
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