Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Posted by: Syarif Tagok
Time: 4/30/2008 09:38:00 PM
Comments: 1
Agent 007? -_-"
Say cheese & pose for the camera.

To abandon the poor blog is so not good. So hello there Salvaged-soul!
Life is like a long roller coaster ride for me this days. There's so much things in my head that really troubles me sometimes. I'm as crazy & annoying as usual. But i've been spending a lot of time reflecting on myself. & it feels good because i realised that i am a big a nuisance to this world most of the time. Well actually there's millions of stories i wanna share but i'm just plain lazy.
=.= hehehe

So here's at least a few stuff that's in my mind currently:-

1. Dinah's 16th Birthday. The birthday girl got a surprise on her birthday during recess last Tuesday. It was superbly fun. The best birthday party we had in school so far. Preparing the cupcakes. Leaving her alone blind-folded in the canteen was the best prank. It's so fun bullying Dinah the "lil girl" hahaha. & she invited most of the peeps to her chalet party this Saturday. That means im not going for silat training again this time. haiyosh.. But im sure gonna enjoy myself at the party with the friends. Meeting the big group of friends at about 2pm plus after my so-called Lunch Date with the "long-time-no-chat" N.A. teeheeee ;)
Im so looking forward to this Saturday.
[ & i've already been thinking of what i wanna wear this Sat. Lol.]
:D

2. School work is forever tiring for me. Well i've got to bare with it & continue to work hard if i wanna be a successful person when i grow up.
Good O level results = Brighter future
Not to forget,
June's HOLIDAY = June's HELL-LADEY

HMT MYE is finally over & i dont think i took it seriously.
Bit by bit i'm gonna try my best to stay focus in school work
Work hard. Pray hard.
;)

3. I'm cutting down on my Silat trainings & playing soccer after school with friends.
But still, sports make me relax so 2-3 of sports activities per week is fine though.
Maintain a good shape. Built more muscles. Gym routine every Saturday.
right guys? :D

4. My weekends seems to be very quiet recently. Just plain boring because i'm all alone in this room unlike before. I miss him. Oh no, him is not a boyfriend of mine. Im not a gay.
It's my brother,Q.
Well i kinda miss him because he's in Thailand doing army training for 3 weeks since 19march. Well i guess he has already got himself some Thai transvestites to entertain himself there.
ROFL! :-D
Can't wait for him to return on the 11th. He sure gonna have lots to share. Everytime he comes home every weekend, he's gonna talk about his battlefield trainings, jungles, rifles, etc.
& being in the army never stops him from talking about ladies, women, girls, babes, cute girls, hot girls, & more chicks too. Yes, that's my brother. I learn too much from him anyway.
hehehe ;D^ The Past.

^ The Present.
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Some random pictures taken recently;
^ Friday prayers

^ Nyaii = Nenek = Grandmother ;D

^ Hommies.

^ Birthday girl Dinah. :D

^ The one i get to kiss every morning.
My lovely mother. ;)


Remember about the poet i wrote after the Hmt paper Fred?
Diam2 lah yerr. lol. :D


Strangely, my heart can never seems to get over it.
Am i missing someone?


Thursday, April 17, 2008
Posted by: Syarif Tagok
Time: 4/17/2008 10:12:00 PM
Comments: 0
& i know, even if i apologise million times, it will never undo your broken heart.
all because of me.

Never Gone - Backstreet Boys



I really miss you, there's something I gotta say

The things we did, the things we said
Keep comin' back in me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you

Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never separate us
Deep inside, I know you are

Chorus:
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you would be forever in my life (yeah)
Never gone

No, no, no, no

I walk along these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone

(Somehow) somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be

Chorus:
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close), everyday (everyday yeah)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you would be forever in my life (in my life, yeah)

Never gone (gone from me)
If there's one thing I believe (I believe)
I will see you somewhere down the road again
(I will see you somewhere, somewhere, somewhere, somewhere)

(Never gone) Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close, always close), everyday (everyday, everyday)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye (yeah, yeah)
I know you would be forever in my life

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are (in my heart is where you are)
Always close (always close), everyday (everyday)
Every step along the way

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are.....



Guilt is flowing through my veins.
Even i don't have an explanation for myself.
You'll be fine.
Because i know you're a good girl.


Monday, April 14, 2008
Posted by: Syarif Tagok
Time: 4/14/2008 11:04:00 PM
Comments: 0
Why?
Why now?
Why now dear little heart?
Why do i feel this way?
Why do i have this feeling?
This sense of confusion.
Dilemma.
Why?






I can't make people understand how i feel.
The biggest guilt.
Please don't ask me why.


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