Sunday, September 16, 2007
Posted by: Syarif Tagok
Time: 9/16/2007 05:47:00 PM
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:D

Saturday, September 15, 2007
Posted by: Syarif Tagok
Time: 9/15/2007 06:31:00 PM
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My 15th Birthday On the 15th September
Syukur Alhamdullillah.
Thank God for giving me the opportunity to live in this wonderful world.
I love my life & i keep telling myself that i should never hate life because it is a privilege to have 1.
Some did not even had the chance to breathe.
Some were even killed by their parents due to abortion.

I am fortunate to be Muhammad Syarifuddin Bin Daud.
I am greatful enough to have a good family.
Fortunate to have shelter, enough food, clothes and friends.

Life is unfair.
If life is fair, might as well we call this place we live as heaven.
However, i tried my best to fight my way through life.

And im sure i've done too many mistakes. Big or small. Still they are mistakes.
My words. My actions. May have hurt others feelings for sure.
And i would like to take this opportunity to apologise to everyone.
I'm sorry.

15 years. And i've learnt quite alot of things.
I am willing to change for good.

Posted by: Syarif Tagok
Time: 9/15/2007 05:51:00 PM
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And now im alone in this room.
14 September 2007(yesterday).
The Start of brother's National Service.
It's gonna be fer 2 years +.
Even though you will come home occasionally.
I would definitely feel lonely.
Everyday, u will come home and disturb me. Play with me. Joke with me.

You taught me how to be strong.
You taught too much things in life.
And you know i didn't like the way u advise me.
Most of the things that comes out of your mouth were criticism.
Only a handful of them were praises.
And i know, criticism has made me stronger.
Better than giving me false hopes.
You taught me the hard way.

Even if i had done something good.
It's hard for me to hear those wonderful compliments from you.
Still you look down on me.
Cause you know, i could have done better.

For sure i can't lie to myself.
I'm gonna miss you so much.
Although it's hard for a guy to express his love to his own brother.
I feel lonely sleeping in this room now.

I hope you enjoy your stay at Tekong Island brother. Im sure you do.

:D

:D

-now i have no one to tease me at home. boohoo. :(

Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Posted by: Syarif Tagok
Time: 9/11/2007 07:19:00 PM
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parit yani birthday
And here it is, Term 4 . Final term.
One hell of a packed term. Im sure gonna struggle.
Ramadan is here too. In two days time.
And my up-coming birthday? Im not to excited bout it cos i m sure gonna feel lonely without my brother. tsk.
Oh well. i'll tell more bout my brother this weekend.
Not to forget. Holiday ended a lil well cos my family had a gathering at our kampung.
Batu Pahat, Malaysia.
Had a simple advanced birthday party fer me.
^ I kinda felt weird to celebrate 1 week b4 the actual day.

^ and here's the cake. chocolate fudge



At night, bro and me were irritated because more and more huge mosquitoes started to attack us soon as night came. Not to be exaggerating but i even got 3-5 bites on my butt while i was having an evening bath. really.
I dunno who came out with this idea but both of us tag-teamed at started to fight back by killing as much mosquitoes we could and line them up.

^ Huge ones. A total of 37 dead mosquitoes i think.
Wat an accomplishment.

Atuk Sehan: " Waduh! Ini kalau buat rempeyek ni sedap betul niihhh!!"
(with the Javanese accent.)

WTH!! hahahahahahaha

Btw, School on monday was okay to me. Kinda tired to rush here n there.
And i got my CT3 results today. well i think im gonna tell more bout it tomolo maybe.


tata fer now.


Thursday, September 6, 2007
Posted by: Syarif Tagok
Time: 9/06/2007 05:54:00 PM
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Holiday is making me crazy..
Books? Untouched.
Fever. Flu. Cough. Taking over me.
How lethargic my body is. haizz

There's this particular song that im into right now.

All At Once by The Fray

There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there

Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it,
Maybe it's all you're running from,
Perfection will not come

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you had her maybe you lost her to another
To another


The lyrics are quite meaningful to me. And the song is on repeat.
And btw, Farid.
There's this particular line in this song that suits the kind of situation that most are going Through;
"We'd never know what's wrong without the pain"
It's true isnt it? Well it is to me. Im glad it happened earlier than wat i expected.
Cos the longer it takes. The thicker ur vengeance would have been.
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