14 September 2007(yesterday).
The Start of brother's National Service.
It's gonna be fer 2 years +.
Even though you will come home occasionally.
I would definitely feel lonely.
Everyday, u will come home and disturb me. Play with me. Joke with me.
You taught me how to be strong.
You taught too much things in life.
And you know i didn't like the way u advise me.
Most of the things that comes out of your mouth were criticism.
Only a handful of them were praises.
And i know, criticism has made me stronger.
Better than giving me false hopes.
You taught me the hard way.
Even if i had done something good.
It's hard for me to hear those wonderful compliments from you.
Still you look down on me.
Cause you know, i could have done better.
For sure i can't lie to myself.
I'm gonna miss you so much.Although it's hard for a guy to express his love to his own brother.
I feel lonely sleeping in this room now.
I hope you enjoy your stay at Tekong Island brother. Im sure you do.
:D :D
-now i have no one to tease me at home. boohoo. :(