Oh My Monday
I knew i was never prepared for my Monday.
I was there holding back each & every tears as long as i could.
Until i couldn't do it anymore in the end, you knew.
( told you, you were gonna get me infected )
& i replaced them with the best smile i could ever gave you
that moment.
For i knew i couldn't lie to myself this time. I couldn't pretend it's fine.
It was too much for me to bare.
I have to accept the truth.
Even when the truth was tearing me apart.
In return, i simply couldn't just leave you there in tears.
I couldn't just leave you with no words and blame you for everything.
That would have made things even worse for you.
That's not what i want.
I've listened to everything that i didn't expected to know.
& in return, i've said everything that i wanted you to know.
I hope you remember all those things that i've told you.
Because i really mean it, honestly.
People say,
When you love someone so much, you let her go.
If she comes back, she's the one.
I'll leave all that in God's hand.
& u might be wondering how am i doing now?
How have i been coping with things now.
I'll be fine.
& you know i'll always be there if you need me.
Forever Friends we will always be.
:)
Make sure u keep that very last promise i told you.
No more _________ for all the things that has happened.
Because you have millions more reason to smile than i do.
I pray & wish you all the very best with him.
& make sure u keep smiling, because you have him.
Smile Auntie, Smile
:)
I knew i was never prepared for my Monday.
I was there holding back each & every tears as long as i could.
Until i couldn't do it anymore in the end, you knew.
( told you, you were gonna get me infected )
& i replaced them with the best smile i could ever gave you
that moment.
For i knew i couldn't lie to myself this time. I couldn't pretend it's fine.
It was too much for me to bare.
I have to accept the truth.
Even when the truth was tearing me apart.
In return, i simply couldn't just leave you there in tears.
I couldn't just leave you with no words and blame you for everything.
That would have made things even worse for you.
That's not what i want.
I've listened to everything that i didn't expected to know.
& in return, i've said everything that i wanted you to know.
I hope you remember all those things that i've told you.
Because i really mean it, honestly.
People say,
When you love someone so much, you let her go.
If she comes back, she's the one.
I'll leave all that in God's hand.
& u might be wondering how am i doing now?
How have i been coping with things now.
I'll be fine.
& you know i'll always be there if you need me.
Forever Friends we will always be.
:)
Make sure u keep that very last promise i told you.
No more _________ for all the things that has happened.
Because you have millions more reason to smile than i do.
I pray & wish you all the very best with him.
& make sure u keep smiling, because you have him.
Smile Auntie, Smile
:)