Soft. Spongy. Fragile.

But still, many people love it.
That's how i shall describe my life currently.

( i know, no link right? I simply don't know how to start my post. Lol xD)

There are simply so many things that's happening around me.
Things that make me feel so high up there.
Enjoying every second of it.
& Things that i definitely hate to even think about it.
Unfortunate things.
That's a normal life isn't it?
Just follow the flow of life.

Sometimes i wonder what does it mean being Independent.
How would you describe An Independent Man?
Able to uphold his responsibilities on his own?
Am i that kind of person?

& then it's the part where i have to make Decisions.
Making decision is very crutial in everything that we do.
Especially those tough ones.
& that's also the part where many of us don't feel like making decision.
Instead, we run away from them.
Does that make us an irresponsible person?
Sometimes making an important decision takes a lot of time for me.
I have to observe.
I have to reconsider alot of things around me.
"What if..." is the usual question that pops up in mind.

There are a million things that i wanna say.
Expressing out my feelings.
Confessions.
But i've always put in a second thought to it.
Before it might hurt others.
Before it changes every single impression of yours towards me.
Before every single thing that i hoped for vanished in seconds.

Risk is the word.
I don't know what she has in her mind.
I don't know what he has in his mind.
I don't know what they have in their minds.
& we all don't know what we all have in our minds.
Only God Knows.

& that is why i think it's a huge responsibility for me to
make a very wise decision.
It's a matter of Time.
:)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~On a second note, my finals in confirmed to be this Sunday.
& i have mixed emotions to it.
Nervous. Anxious. Scared. Proud. Worried. Happy.
I'm really glad that i've finally reached the Finals.
Not that i've been going through tough stages before this.
But at least i'm a step further from the previous competition.
I was just told that i'll be the last one in team who will be fighting.
The other 3 kids are having their finals tomorrow.

My backache is the biggest obstacle that i'm facing all the while.
It has been killing me for a month plus.
Is not getting any better. It's getting worse instead.
Now that's the HUGE pain that i've got to bare with.

Last man standing.
Some say i've been more like a strong backbone to the team.
That has surely put alot more pressure on me.
I'll put in my very best to end the team's war during my last battle.
We shall end it all with a glorious finish.
Insya'Allah.
Pray for my victory and health people.
Thank you~
:)

Soft. Spongy. Fragile.

But still, many people love it.
That's how i shall describe my life currently.

( i know, no link right? I simply don't know how to start my post. Lol xD)

There are simply so many things that's happening around me.
Things that make me feel so high up there.
Enjoying every second of it.
& Things that i definitely hate to even think about it.
Unfortunate things.
That's a normal life isn't it?
Just follow the flow of life.

Sometimes i wonder what does it mean being Independent.
How would you describe An Independent Man?
Able to uphold his responsibilities on his own?
Am i that kind of person?

& then it's the part where i have to make Decisions.
Making decision is very crutial in everything that we do.
Especially those tough ones.
& that's also the part where many of us don't feel like making decision.
Instead, we run away from them.
Does that make us an irresponsible person?
Sometimes making an important decision takes a lot of time for me.
I have to observe.
I have to reconsider alot of things around me.
"What if..." is the usual question that pops up in mind.

There are a million things that i wanna say.
Expressing out my feelings.
Confessions.
But i've always put in a second thought to it.
Before it might hurt others.
Before it changes every single impression of yours towards me.
Before every single thing that i hoped for vanished in seconds.

Risk is the word.
I don't know what she has in her mind.
I don't know what he has in his mind.
I don't know what they have in their minds.
& we all don't know what we all have in our minds.
Only God Knows.

& that is why i think it's a huge responsibility for me to
make a very wise decision.
It's a matter of Time.
:)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~On a second note, my finals in confirmed to be this Sunday.
& i have mixed emotions to it.
Nervous. Anxious. Scared. Proud. Worried. Happy.
I'm really glad that i've finally reached the Finals.
Not that i've been going through tough stages before this.
But at least i'm a step further from the previous competition.
I was just told that i'll be the last one in team who will be fighting.
The other 3 kids are having their finals tomorrow.

My backache is the biggest obstacle that i'm facing all the while.
It has been killing me for a month plus.
Is not getting any better. It's getting worse instead.
Now that's the HUGE pain that i've got to bare with.

Last man standing.
Some say i've been more like a strong backbone to the team.
That has surely put alot more pressure on me.
I'll put in my very best to end the team's war during my last battle.
We shall end it all with a glorious finish.
Insya'Allah.
Pray for my victory and health people.
Thank you~
:)