Sometimes i wonder, why?

Sometimes i asked myself, how is it now?
Sometimes i thinking again & again, what am i supposed to do?
It's all about having lots of doubts.
Uncertainty.
Worriment.

The close ones may say all those encouraging words.
Their assurance that could make me feel comfortable and confident.
To them i did my part well enough.

However, i still don't feel so.
Something simply doesn't feel right.
I'm not gonna push things hard.
Neither can i sit back and do nothing.

I'll just let myself hanging.
Keep holding on...
As you said.

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I am through to the Finals.
But i'm really disappointed with my performance during the semi-finals.
So nothing to be happy about too much.
Until i get to stand on the highest step of that podium.
Last lap.

Sometimes i wonder, why?

Sometimes i asked myself, how is it now?
Sometimes i thinking again & again, what am i supposed to do?
It's all about having lots of doubts.
Uncertainty.
Worriment.

The close ones may say all those encouraging words.
Their assurance that could make me feel comfortable and confident.
To them i did my part well enough.

However, i still don't feel so.
Something simply doesn't feel right.
I'm not gonna push things hard.
Neither can i sit back and do nothing.

I'll just let myself hanging.
Keep holding on...
As you said.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I am through to the Finals.
But i'm really disappointed with my performance during the semi-finals.
So nothing to be happy about too much.
Until i get to stand on the highest step of that podium.
Last lap.