Nothing is perfect for sure.
& i've learnt to be more realistic in life.
I can't expect everything to go just as how i hoped for.
Despite of the down part of life, i shall never stop praying to God.
Pray for the best to happen tomorrow hopefully.
& when it does, be thankful.
I really don't wish to make everything difficult for you.
I'm putting aside my feelings and selfishness.
& allow myself to at least understand your position.
It's you that i'm more concerned. I know it ain't easy.
& I don't wish to make it even worse for you, due to my presence.
I am not giving up. Neither am i complaining.
I am negotiating with myself rather.
For your smile.
For you~
:)
The last minute plannings and efforts together with a bunch of new friends.
Her Friends, rather.
It turned out just the way we all wished for.
Putting aside all the negative part that i had to go through.
Every effort was really worth it.
Because in the end, we all get to see that smile on her face.
:)
& then it's back to reality again.
Semi Finals this Sunday.
A part of me have a feeling that it ain't going to be an easy one.
The other part keeps reminding me how deep it means to me.
To everyone that's supporting around me.
I won't let it end here just like that.
I want that Gold Medal.
& i've learnt to be more realistic in life.
I can't expect everything to go just as how i hoped for.
Despite of the down part of life, i shall never stop praying to God.
Pray for the best to happen tomorrow hopefully.
& when it does, be thankful.
I really don't wish to make everything difficult for you.
I'm putting aside my feelings and selfishness.
& allow myself to at least understand your position.
It's you that i'm more concerned. I know it ain't easy.
& I don't wish to make it even worse for you, due to my presence.
I am not giving up. Neither am i complaining.
I am negotiating with myself rather.
For your smile.
For you~
:)
The last minute plannings and efforts together with a bunch of new friends.
Her Friends, rather.
It turned out just the way we all wished for.
Putting aside all the negative part that i had to go through.
Every effort was really worth it.
Because in the end, we all get to see that smile on her face.
:)
& then it's back to reality again.
Semi Finals this Sunday.
A part of me have a feeling that it ain't going to be an easy one.
The other part keeps reminding me how deep it means to me.
To everyone that's supporting around me.
I won't let it end here just like that.
I want that Gold Medal.
*rock on brother!*