A friend once said that i'm the kind of person who always
put someone's else feeling before mine too much
when it comes to something that i really hoped for from that person.
Another friend said that perhaps i'm being to sweet and soft instead of
being a lil more aggressive and persistent.
Too much being around in the "safe zone".
To the extent that i would eventually sacrifise my own feelings,
just to make sure that someone doesn't get disappointed.
& eventually i give in, and end up suffering myself for not getting it.
They said, i should be a lil more fair towards my own self rather.
I like having these few close friends who really understands me.
& most importantly giving me honest perceptions of me.
That sometimes made me realise and reflect on myself.
A part of it, motivation. Something that i really need.
I say,
I'll have to admit that i'm a lil weak emotionally when it comes to this.
The things i do all these while, are simply just me.
I can't be someone else.
Like i've said, i don't wish to push things too hard on you.
Because it'll simply gonna make things even worse for you.
Isn't it true?
(& there i go, putting myself after you)
Stop being sorry for me please.
What's done is the past, remember?
Takecare of yourself.
:)
put someone's else feeling before mine too much
when it comes to something that i really hoped for from that person.
Another friend said that perhaps i'm being to sweet and soft instead of
being a lil more aggressive and persistent.
Too much being around in the "safe zone".
To the extent that i would eventually sacrifise my own feelings,
just to make sure that someone doesn't get disappointed.
& eventually i give in, and end up suffering myself for not getting it.
They said, i should be a lil more fair towards my own self rather.
I like having these few close friends who really understands me.
& most importantly giving me honest perceptions of me.
That sometimes made me realise and reflect on myself.
A part of it, motivation. Something that i really need.
I say,
I'll have to admit that i'm a lil weak emotionally when it comes to this.
The things i do all these while, are simply just me.
I can't be someone else.
Like i've said, i don't wish to push things too hard on you.
Because it'll simply gonna make things even worse for you.
Isn't it true?
(& there i go, putting myself after you)
Stop being sorry for me please.
What's done is the past, remember?
Takecare of yourself.
:)