Something Big Was In Fact Very Small.
Mission Accomplished.
The long wait has ended.
Quarter-Finals. Semi-Finals. & the Final Match.
I fought it through with the undying supports from the people around me.
& i was there at the highest platform of the podium.
The final match was really tough for me.
I was indeed hoping for certain people to be there supporting.
My favourite people.
But they weren't there.
Only Dad & Sis made it to my match.
& how does it feels like being all sucky, hours before the match.
Especially when i was all set waiting to be called next,
i was still thinking and hoping for their presence.
It didn't happened.
& they only thing i prayed for was to get all those thoughts out of my head.
I needed to focus in my game.
& the only thing i could do is smile. Even when i stepped into the ring.
"Why should i care about them? It's my game. Perhaps, some of them don't give a heck about me now even."
Those things kept popping out it my mind, but i kept telling myself that they weren't true.
My phone beeps continuously but they were wishes from random and unexpecting people.
The ones that i was hoping for never did.
*Gedebak! Gedebush! Gedebang*
(Fighting in the ring)
After the match, i asked dad how did i do.
He said, " You are still having your backache right? All i saw was you fighting with ur own pain rather. "
Yes, dad was right.
Dad wants me to have a long break for months in order to recover from my backache.
He's really worried that it's gonna be a permanent injury.
& i'll visit the doctor for an x-ray soon if i really can't take it anymore.
On a brighter note, i finally did it.
I ended everything wonderfully for the team.
For everyone who was there cheering for me all the way.
I'm really glad that i didn't disappoint them.
All of a sudden, the huge victory i was waiting for 2 years
FELT LIKE NOTHING somehow.
I don't know why.
The long wait has ended.
Quarter-Finals. Semi-Finals. & the Final Match.
I fought it through with the undying supports from the people around me.
& i was there at the highest platform of the podium.
The final match was really tough for me.
I was indeed hoping for certain people to be there supporting.
My favourite people.
But they weren't there.
Only Dad & Sis made it to my match.
& how does it feels like being all sucky, hours before the match.
Especially when i was all set waiting to be called next,
i was still thinking and hoping for their presence.
It didn't happened.
& they only thing i prayed for was to get all those thoughts out of my head.
I needed to focus in my game.
& the only thing i could do is smile. Even when i stepped into the ring.
"Why should i care about them? It's my game. Perhaps, some of them don't give a heck about me now even."
Those things kept popping out it my mind, but i kept telling myself that they weren't true.
My phone beeps continuously but they were wishes from random and unexpecting people.
The ones that i was hoping for never did.
*Gedebak! Gedebush! Gedebang*
(Fighting in the ring)
After the match, i asked dad how did i do.
He said, " You are still having your backache right? All i saw was you fighting with ur own pain rather. "
Yes, dad was right.
Dad wants me to have a long break for months in order to recover from my backache.
He's really worried that it's gonna be a permanent injury.
& i'll visit the doctor for an x-ray soon if i really can't take it anymore.
On a brighter note, i finally did it.
I ended everything wonderfully for the team.
For everyone who was there cheering for me all the way.
I'm really glad that i didn't disappoint them.
All of a sudden, the huge victory i was waiting for 2 years
FELT LIKE NOTHING somehow.
I don't know why.
