Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Posted by: Syarif Tagok
Time: 7/28/2009 11:14:00 AM
Comments: 0
How Could I?
What's up with my Monday?
Definitely one of the most terrible Monday i ever had.
The weekends was all packed and busy for me.
Shagged. Aches all over my body. I forced myself to school.
The backache is forever stabbing me from the back.
The heavy head. Torturous.
Monday was supposed to be a much more longer day.
But i gave up, i decided to head home right after lesson.
So there was i, in the train heading back Eunos Mrt.

& what was there to add up to all the miseries i've been through for the day you ask?
Never in my life did i totally forgot about it.
One of the most important dates in my life.
I totally forgotten about it.
I felt so selfish.
All i had in mind was all about myself.
I want my rest, blah3.

I got back really late on Sunday, Mum was asleep.
I left school in the morning, she was having her nap.
I did called mum to ask how she was doing at home when i was still at school.
I didn't really had any ample time spent with her during the weekends.
I missed her. She was fine, she said.

Few minutes later when i was half-way through in the train, mum called again.
"Are you still at school or are you already heading back Granny's
place?
You're sick right, don't stay at school too late okay." she asked.
" I'm already heading home. I really need my rest." i replied.
" Did you remember that it's my Birthday today?" she asked.

Jaw dropped. My heart shattered. I really couldn't hide my feelings.
I dropped off & took the opposite train back Woodlands instead.
I couldn't care less of the people looking at me in the train.
I couldn't hold back any of my tears.

I was in a state of terrible shock.
I didn't want to let go of my hug.
Her shoulder was soaked with my tears.
"It's okay. My children is the best gift i ever wished for.
I'm really glad you came by"
I really didn't wished to make her cry on her special day.
I felt terribly bad.

Siblings and i brought mum for dinner.
That's the least we could do for her.
That short period of time spent meant alot to us.

I am really sorry mum.
& i love you so much




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