I didn't want all this. :(
It is painful. It is disgusting. I didn't want all this to happen. I tried to avoid everything but still everything is in God's will. Anything could happen in just a split second. A mixture of anger and sadness still wandering in my mind. How would you feel if you were in my place? I won't fight back or even do anything stupid because it wouldn't bring back the time. Accidents happen even though how hard you try to avoid it. All i have to do is to accept the fact that everything happened for a reason. A punishment to my sins perhaps. Oh God please forgive me. :(
Yesterday, i was enjoying myself chatting when the big brother came back. He was rather crazy than ever. Going around the house making lots of noise. Cursing and stuff, bullying me and the sister. Big brother was looking for trouble. I didn't bother about much him cause i was busy chatting with someone. He said he was going to fetch mum and dad from Harbourfront about 9pm plus. Well okay, i thought of giving someone a call when brother is out. However things didn't went as i wanted.
Like i said, brother was cursing as if he was in the army. Calling me names and all, so i did replied to all his nonsense. I really wasn't in the mood of entertaining him this time. Usually when both of us were hyper, we would literally fight with each other punch and kick each other.
But this time i ignore him. I even told him i'm not interested but he kept punching me a the back. Calling me a coward pesilat. I know it sounds ridiculous but i don't what's wrong with him. So when i whipped him with a towel he got even crazier. Saying how coward of me to fight by whipping him. WTF lah. I don't give a damn lah bro. Then he kept bothering me even though i was busy in front of my pc. Then he pulled me off from my chair. I got up and he was already in a fighting position. Despite me saying that i didn't want to play, he was still eager to beat me up.
All i did was just 1 step forward. With my slow reaction, BANG!. He jabbed right through my face. I could feel his knuckles hitting my front teeth. I looked down, fresh red blood gushed out. Dripping all over the floor. I knew something bad happened. I turn around and looked at the mirror. It was like watching Saw 4 cause all i see was a pool of blood i my mouth, 2 teeth were out of positioned and most of all it was real. That's when i went mad, yelling at the top of my voice cursing my brother. I was really scared and angry that i went amok around the house. Hitting almost everything around me. Just like those in movies. I know it sound dramatic
but i really couldn't control myself. I pity my maid and sister for having to clean up all the mess i caused. After a few minutes, i cooled down and brother brought me along to fetch the parents and then we went to Singapore General Hospital. By then, it's already 11pm plus. Met the Dentist and everything he said really worries me alot. Not for now but i'm really worried bout my future.
Here are some of the pictures and video:-
^ Terribly Horrible.
^ Only 2 teeth were knocked backwards.
^ Needles have always been my fear since i was small.^ This is the part where the dentist applied acid on my teeth. So that the metal wire would stick.
I don't wish to show the part where i got injected. Such an embarrassment :P
The dentist, Dr. Eng said that my teeth are fortunate not to be totally already back into their normal places. This metal wire would be on for about 2 weeks. The bug concern ain't for the time being but in 3-6 months time. There's a high percentage that these 2 teeth would die. Therefore i got to pluck off those dead teeth and get them replace with a face ones. The problem is, 1 tooth cost $3000-$6000. So maximum expenditure on the fake teeth would already be $12,000. Excluding the regular check-ups i have to attend. So far i've already spend $2oo on just 2 visits to the hospital. I can't eat hard stuff, only soft food. I really appreciate if all of you would pray to god that my teeth won't die. I'm 15 years old instead of 51 years old and i'm already thinking about having fake teeth.
^ After the surgery.
Look closely and you'll see the metal wire.
^ And that's the kind of food i got to bare with for the next 6 months.
Porridge.
I know it sounds unfair. Suffering because of someone's else fault. What's life without any obstacle. I keep telling myself to be optimistic. Thinking of my situation makes me want to bash up my brother. But that won't turn back the time. To the some of the people who make a joke of my situation, do think again aite. Getting punch in the face by your own brother for no reason ain't funny at all. I'm sure you would cry a baby too if you were in my place. Thank God i'm
patient enough. Dad always say, " You must always control your anger Udin, because if you don't, anger will ruin your life."
I don't wish to show the part where i got injected. Such an embarrassment :P
The dentist, Dr. Eng said that my teeth are fortunate not to be totally already back into their normal places. This metal wire would be on for about 2 weeks. The bug concern ain't for the time being but in 3-6 months time. There's a high percentage that these 2 teeth would die. Therefore i got to pluck off those dead teeth and get them replace with a face ones. The problem is, 1 tooth cost $3000-$6000. So maximum expenditure on the fake teeth would already be $12,000. Excluding the regular check-ups i have to attend. So far i've already spend $2oo on just 2 visits to the hospital. I can't eat hard stuff, only soft food. I really appreciate if all of you would pray to god that my teeth won't die. I'm 15 years old instead of 51 years old and i'm already thinking about having fake teeth.
^ After the surgery.Look closely and you'll see the metal wire.
^ And that's the kind of food i got to bare with for the next 6 months.Porridge.
I know it sounds unfair. Suffering because of someone's else fault. What's life without any obstacle. I keep telling myself to be optimistic. Thinking of my situation makes me want to bash up my brother. But that won't turn back the time. To the some of the people who make a joke of my situation, do think again aite. Getting punch in the face by your own brother for no reason ain't funny at all. I'm sure you would cry a baby too if you were in my place. Thank God i'm
patient enough. Dad always say, " You must always control your anger Udin, because if you don't, anger will ruin your life."
Thank you for your support and encouragements.
You gave me the extra strength to be brave that night.
;)You gave me the extra strength to be brave that night.
