the problem is...
^THEY, are the ones that make me smile andleft me with tears of Joy on my festive days.
Lotsa Love my sisters.
:)
I wonder WHY.
I still wonder why...
I am being myself, the Syarif i know.
All sorts of effort being put in.
With full sincerity from the bottom of my heart.
In order to Impress.
In order to Gain trust.
In order to Prove who i am.
In order to Win the hearts.
Of any particular person.
But the fact that i've always fail to achieve it.
Instead, it's the community/people around that particular person.
I'm trying my best to earn your trust.
But I never managed to get that.
But to the whole lot of others, i'm good enough that someone like you could ever ask for.
Why can many of them see that, BUT NOT YOU?
What issit about me that you are not convinced yet?
What?
Why?
Oh God, why is it so difficult for this particular person to see it?
Instead, it's the others that are way much convinced.
They are the ones whom i never expect to understand me, did.
But you, whom i've been hoping for, never could.
What's even worst?
There's more than just ONE particular person i'm facing now.
Situations are simply the same again & again.
The ones i expect much never did.
But the others around me are the ones with positive response.
Should i feel way much relieved?
Knowing that the world understands and agrees with me,
but still not those whom i've expected to.
Save Me From Myself.
As a Son to a Mother.
As a Son to a Father.
As a Grandson to a Grandmother.
As a Brother to the Elder one.
As a Nephew to an Uncle.
As a Friend to a Friend.
As a Humble Boy to a Precious Girl, like you.
As Syarif.
We ask God for a Sunny day, but He gives us Thunder & Rain instead.
We ask "Why? Why God?"
Every thing has it's reason.
God has a reason.
He wants us to see the Rainbow that's awaiting for us after the Rain.
Because He knows that the Rainbow is way much better than the Sun.
My Rainbow, is still waiting for me.
Hold on, Rainbow.
I'm coming, I promise.
I still wonder why...
I am being myself, the Syarif i know.
All sorts of effort being put in.
With full sincerity from the bottom of my heart.
In order to Impress.
In order to Gain trust.
In order to Prove who i am.
In order to Win the hearts.
Of any particular person.
But the fact that i've always fail to achieve it.
Instead, it's the community/people around that particular person.
I'm trying my best to earn your trust.
But I never managed to get that.
But to the whole lot of others, i'm good enough that someone like you could ever ask for.
Why can many of them see that, BUT NOT YOU?
What issit about me that you are not convinced yet?
What?
Why?
Oh God, why is it so difficult for this particular person to see it?
Instead, it's the others that are way much convinced.
They are the ones whom i never expect to understand me, did.
But you, whom i've been hoping for, never could.
What's even worst?
There's more than just ONE particular person i'm facing now.
Situations are simply the same again & again.
The ones i expect much never did.
But the others around me are the ones with positive response.
Should i feel way much relieved?
Knowing that the world understands and agrees with me,
but still not those whom i've expected to.
Save Me From Myself.
As a Son to a Mother.
As a Son to a Father.
As a Grandson to a Grandmother.
As a Brother to the Elder one.
As a Nephew to an Uncle.
As a Friend to a Friend.
As a Humble Boy to a Precious Girl, like you.
As Syarif.
We ask God for a Sunny day, but He gives us Thunder & Rain instead.
We ask "Why? Why God?"
Every thing has it's reason.
God has a reason.
He wants us to see the Rainbow that's awaiting for us after the Rain.
Because He knows that the Rainbow is way much better than the Sun.
My Rainbow, is still waiting for me.
Hold on, Rainbow.
I'm coming, I promise.
