Mr. Chef is becoming very worried when his dish doesn't taste delicious.
That's the part when Mr. Chef would add more spices to his dish.
He will do anything to make his dish taste fantastic.
Because Mr. Chef is very sure that others would be very delighted enjoying his dish the next moment.

Subtitute Mr. Chef to Mr. Syarif
Subtitute "the dish" to "his life".

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It's all up to me one way or another.
Because i'm the one who has been eyeing for it for about 2 years plus.
I'm the one who's putting all the effortall this while.
Through thick & thin, no one else would understand how much i've been fighting this through.
& when i think too much about it, it overcomes my mind.
All of a sudden the exact incident that happened 2 years back came struck in my mind.
Crying over my defeat.
The soft-hearted Syarif couldn't hold back those tears in front of everyone.
The close ones couldn't hold back their tears too. I could even remember that there were even anonymous faces who came hugging me with their teary eyes on their faces.
Because he was so confident that he had won it. In fact, so was everyone else.
& i'm very sure that those who has been there with me all this while would really understand how much this means to me.
Why is it so much of a big deal to me anyway you may asked.
Eventhough it's just a small arena that the world has to offer.
It means alot to me before i make my leave.
Because i want to leave with a big bang.
Do you feel me?

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I was utterly disappointed and frustrated with myself during and after Silat training.
I've been telling my mother that she's going to see a new trophy added to my lifetime trophies showcase at home soon.
"Insyallah" she replied each time i told her the same thing again & again.
However, I'm not at the standard that i am supposed to be at this point of time.
I have not yet reached the standard that will assure me of that championship title.
Where i'm standing right now is far from where i'm supposed to be.
My techniques have gone down the drain.
Whatever crap that i was doing during training is definitely not going to help me.
Some makciks at the side would go gaga over how explosive i was being during the match.
Telling me how much i've developed all this while.
But all i see is mistakes over mistakes being repeated.

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I'm really worried.
My morales is running low.
I really need the support and motivations from the people around me.

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Auntie is making Uncle feeling very very bad about being late for school.
Now Uncle is really determined to make sure he's early for every lesson.
But oh no no Auntie, Uncle still have a good memory.
Unlike Auntie.
=P

^ Fisherman Newbie learning how to tie ropes.

Mr. Chef is becoming very worried when his dish doesn't taste delicious.
That's the part when Mr. Chef would add more spices to his dish.
He will do anything to make his dish taste fantastic.
Because Mr. Chef is very sure that others would be very delighted enjoying his dish the next moment.

Subtitute Mr. Chef to Mr. Syarif
Subtitute "the dish" to "his life".

------------------------------------------------

It's all up to me one way or another.
Because i'm the one who has been eyeing for it for about 2 years plus.
I'm the one who's putting all the effortall this while.
Through thick & thin, no one else would understand how much i've been fighting this through.
& when i think too much about it, it overcomes my mind.
All of a sudden the exact incident that happened 2 years back came struck in my mind.
Crying over my defeat.
The soft-hearted Syarif couldn't hold back those tears in front of everyone.
The close ones couldn't hold back their tears too. I could even remember that there were even anonymous faces who came hugging me with their teary eyes on their faces.
Because he was so confident that he had won it. In fact, so was everyone else.
& i'm very sure that those who has been there with me all this while would really understand how much this means to me.
Why is it so much of a big deal to me anyway you may asked.
Eventhough it's just a small arena that the world has to offer.
It means alot to me before i make my leave.
Because i want to leave with a big bang.
Do you feel me?

--------------------------------------------------

I was utterly disappointed and frustrated with myself during and after Silat training.
I've been telling my mother that she's going to see a new trophy added to my lifetime trophies showcase at home soon.
"Insyallah" she replied each time i told her the same thing again & again.
However, I'm not at the standard that i am supposed to be at this point of time.
I have not yet reached the standard that will assure me of that championship title.
Where i'm standing right now is far from where i'm supposed to be.
My techniques have gone down the drain.
Whatever crap that i was doing during training is definitely not going to help me.
Some makciks at the side would go gaga over how explosive i was being during the match.
Telling me how much i've developed all this while.
But all i see is mistakes over mistakes being repeated.

--------------------------------------------

I'm really worried.
My morales is running low.
I really need the support and motivations from the people around me.

---------------------------------------------

Auntie is making Uncle feeling very very bad about being late for school.
Now Uncle is really determined to make sure he's early for every lesson.
But oh no no Auntie, Uncle still have a good memory.
Unlike Auntie.
=P

^ Fisherman Newbie learning how to tie ropes.